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Sunday, November 19, 2006 ' 10:49 PM

Even though Os are over, and that's lots of time to watch shows on youtube, and play FFXII, etc, I'm like at a loss now. I don't know what to do. I feel weird. Like, that's still something holding me back, that it isn't quite right to do this kind of thing. I don't know. Very weird feeling. I think it's because I know that I didn't put in the best for Os, all the mugging stuff, I should be able to regurgitate everything! But I didn't. Omg. It's like something haunting me. Oh whatever, no use bothering myself about the Os now.

First ac training tomorrow. I hope it's not another prank. The informant isn't replying me :/ That last time when the tryouts were postponed, they didn't even inform me, I only knew it through Brandon! I was kinda shaken after that first incident, like this is all a joke out to get me. Okay okay I know I'm not that significant, hahaha but I'm just kinda.. unsettled. Hmm yes.

Anyway, outing today with Mandy and Jessica! And Grace, Cheong, Ali, Jiazhi, Beitris and Shalom met up with us later to surprise Mandy with a cake! HAHA I'm so relieved that everything pretty much went quite well, in the sense that Mandy was willing to go along with my decisions to go all around Orchard and all. haha. Luckily Mandy didn't see animal farm outside the food court! We walked past them okay! So dangerous! Heng she was a bit blur today. Haha. They were supposed to meet us at 1pm, but then they late and all, dunno what happened lah. Went shopping instead I guess. And I was like going mad already, trying to act all natural and make Mandy go here go there, while Grace just kept telling me to WAIT FOR THEM. I was exasperated lah, basically.

At the food court, I thought that they will come meet us there. And then when that family came to ask us if anyone would be sitting at our table after we're done, I was looking at Jessica like O_o , because I was damn scared that the plan would be screwed!!! Hahaha. Oh well. But turns out that I didnt have to worry at all, because the plan went quite okay, like erm... 2 hours and 15 minutes later? At plaza singapura. Then we waited for cheong to come, then we watched Just Friends! NC-16! But Cheong and I managed to get in by slipping in while the guy was checking everyone else's. I seriously think that guy closed one eye. He can't be that blur lor. But anyway, the movie was relatively funny. I thought the slapping parts were the most hilarious! LOL.

XOXO