i love you , boy

Thursday, January 31, 2008 ' 9:39 PM

You don't know what you mean to me

Listening to: Dilemma by Nelly & Kelly Rowland

Pictures from Sunday, 27 January 2008

Studying with Amelia & Stefanie at Starbucks, Plaza Singapura.

Dog cleaning her fangs with paws.

Stef's poetic masterpieces. I think they're just lyrics. Haha.

Amelia wrote that. See how vulgar she is.

HAHAHAHAHA this is the unglam picture which kept Stef & I laughing for damn long! Amelia so cute!

Stef

Some weird couple getting cosy just beside us.

Well obviously I didn't write that.

Haha! What a civilized picture.

Leaving Starbucks at 11.30pm.

Okay I'm off now. Hope I can take the chemistry SPA next week instead of tomorrow! ):

SIAN DIAO

(Some things, some people can never understand. What you once said, why have you not kept to your word? What you told me I did, you did it once. I told you, I forgave. What you did twice, I forgave again. Now you are doing it to me all over again and I doubt you have the slightest bit of realization. What's life without its brutal ironies. The thing which ticks me off the most, is the fact that what you guys complained to me about, you did the very same thing just months after. And for long. What I have been trying to ignore, has just been brandishing itself in my face. I sit and I think, "Is it all my fault?" But B is right. "It's them". True friends are hard to find. From the series of events, I have come to judge who my true friends really are. It's disappointing, and heartwarming to lose what you thought you had, but gain what you thought never belonged to you. One more thing. I've always told people I thought you a good guy. After that day, I seriously cannot say the same anymore. Oh woe be swept away by winds of change I pray.)

XOXO

' 5:08 PM

Well well

I LOVE STEFANIE CHEN SHUWEN!
SHE ALWAYS CHEERS ME UP AND MAKES ME FEEL NON-REDUNDANT (:
Haha, I cordially thank you.
<3!

Listening to: Slow Jamz by Twista

Such an old song, but I love it! (Although the lyrics are kind of sick. But you know them rappers all) (: Bernice I bet you'll like it too. Hahaha.

Didn't go to school today. I'll do the chemistry SPA another day. But I STILL don't know what in the world is happening is the marvelous world of chemistry. Even though the doctor said my condition isn't really a sore eye, but I realised after that my bottom eye lid IS sore! ): The antibiotics leave a disgusting bitter aftertaste in the back of my throat, and it stays for one hour or so. D:

Nice slacking at home. By the way, I didn't mention right! My school made all the J2s do this stress test two weeks ago. A scale of 20 to 70 (I think), 20 being least stressed. 50-60: Reaching breaking point, 60-70: Something wrong already. I'm a 55. Wow. So far I don't know anyone who got a higher value than mine. Elvin comes close at 54, and Felicia 50 or 51. Yixuan Joan Rachel all 30+.

MANDY: Our class outing tomorrow is not happening. Because we never asked anyone. HAHA. Maybe next month then! (:

XOXO

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ' 9:30 PM

Just remember friendship never ends

Listening to: Headlines by Spice Girls

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLEEE! :D

The bowling team celebrated Michelle's birthday yesterday after training with a really small but yummy slice of oreo cheesecake! (: But what's our bowling team if there's no camwhoring? But all pictures are from Amelia's camera, so yeah I'll only post some.

I like the misty effect, kinda cool don't you think? (:
I just used a pun, funny me.

Chngkiat is tall like dog.

Florence laughing like dog, and Chngkiat posing like a dog urinating.

Chngkiat is unglam like dog!

Went to the doctor's, have an eye inflammation. Got an MC for tomorrow. But still will go, just for chemistry SPA. Sian diao! ): Haven't studied yet, don't know what the hell is going on in chemistry okay. I stayed back to sell drinks today together with Bernice Jiayi Yixuan! Good day today. Makmak and Yixuan were great promoters (: Eugene was damn funny too. Haha. Thanks guys I'm greatful you were willing to help us sell even though it ain't your duty.

Mandy & Steven: Haha thanks for all your concern! (: I'm much better now I swear. It's nothing serious I guess. Pent-up emotions and frustrations all. Cried everything out for the first time since school started, so it's all good. Think I'm in the stage where I'm really touchy, will burst each time anything bad happens ): But I'll get stronger hahaha! Want to take a break from school so badly! Holidaysss hurry come.

Kahhweee: I still kinda trip over stuff but at least I cover up very very well since I'm so experienced nowadays HAHA! I MISS YOU SO MUCH ): So long never talk to you already!

Shirsy: Haha $8 quite cheap what! Are you sure it can fit you? You're like some Topshop 4 or 6 size. That's if Topshop 4 even exists. Hahaha. But it totally suits you anyway (: Where is our PAE outing? :D

Mandy: Haha yah 4/3 quite clique-ish too. But strangely I never found that much of a bother. Why? ): Now I can get so frustrated, I-

OMG I JUST BROKE A MIRROR.

Sigh now why do I feel that this year can't get any worse? Reply you next time.

XOXO

Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ' 9:56 PM

Amidst the storm

So maybe tomorrow I'll find my way home

It has been a hell of a day today.

Thank you Yixuan for trying to motivate me to go to school. Thank you Makmak and Tessa for being there for me when I had my extremely big breakdown today. Thank you Sheryl for noticing. Thank you juniors for making me laugh so much during training. Thank you Shuwen for that super sweet SMS even though you don't know what happened. (:

I hate it that I'm so easily bothered by stuff happening, but I guess crying is a good way to relieve pent-up stress. I felt better. Now, time to try coping with school stuff.

XOXO

Monday, January 28, 2008 ' 12:38 AM

Under the weather

Hey Shirsy this sounds extremely familiar, no?

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I wanna be the one who you believe
In your heart is sent from (sent from heaven)

Pictures from 26 January 2008!
RSN Rugby Students Invitational match at Changi Naval Base & Dinner at Novena Square.

Firstly, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY COLIN! (:

Bowling junior's birthday on Saturday and the bowling team was invited to his house after training. I didn't go though. Had plans already so I went to Changi instead to watch the rugby match and support AC and Gabriel and accompanied Mandy! :D By the time I got there most of the matches were over already though. Haha some guys kept hitting on Mandy before I arrived and she was so traumatised!

A very sweaty Gabriel.

And Mandy pouts. Haha both of them are so funny!

The clouds looked really really gorgeous!

CJC rugby team!
Arveen was there too! (: I haven't seen him since forever! (He's still as vulgar as ever)

AC verses Temasek Poly. We lost in the final match and won 2nd Cup.

Getting ready for prize presentation.

PAU. Very cool name.

I love this picture! (:

A very glum AC rugby team.

CJC won 1st Plate I think. 1st something. Haha doesn't Gabriel look like a small innocent boy in this picture? (:

A very reluctant AC team going up to get their medals.

Titi Teo!

A very unspirited AC rugby team getting ready to throw away their 2nd place medals. Haha. Titi gave one to me, yay I am 2nd in rugby hahaha!

Took the CJC bus to CJ and waited for Gabriel to shower while Mandy and I chilled at the grand stand. We were going to Novena to have dinner. While walking on the overhead bridge Mandy showed me this super disgusting enormous spider web where a very big spider lay.

Think this was the clearest picture of the spider I managed to capture.

I had such a great time on Saturday with them! :D Bought an Adidas duffel bag and another pair of Mondo shoes. Both were cheap so I was guilty but happy! (:

Ahemmmm so Mandy! Our 1st Feb class outing, HOW. Hahaha GG again!

Today I went to study with Amelia and Stefanie at Plaza Singapura Starbucks again. We're such loyal customers. Pictures will be uploaded probably tomorrow, if I'm happy. Stef and I were cracking up like mad dogs because of this super unglam picture of Amelia! HAHA I SWEAR IT'S DAMN HILARIOUS. Okay it's 1.25am now and I should sleep.

P.S. I really want to get tuition so badly. Today I didn't know how to do half of the chemistry weekend assignment, and I can barely do a single question of Vectors without help or reference. I suck ):

XOXO