Results:

OVERALL 1st - RJC (girls), ACJC (boys)
OVERALL 2nd - ACJC (girls), SAJC (boys)
OVERALL 3rd - SAJC (girls), ACSI (boys)

SINGLES 1st - Edlyn (RJC), Adam (ACJC)
SINGLES 2nd - Victoria (ACJC), Chngkiat (ACJC)
SINGLES 3rd - Amelia (ACJC), Benjamin (ACSI)

DOUBLES 1st - Huierh & Edlyn (RJC), Elvin & Chngkiat (ACJC)
DOUBLES 2nd - Clara & Stephanie (SAJC), Adam & Javier (ACJC)
DOUBLES 3rd - Victoria & Agnes (ACJC), Benjamin & Kenneth (ACSI)

TEAM 1st - RJC (girls), ACJC (boys)
TEAM 2nd - SAJC (girls), ACJC (boys)
TEAM 3rd - ACJC (girls), ACSI (boys)

ALL EVENTS GIRLS - Victoria 3rd, Amelia 5th, Agnes 8th
ALL EVENTS BOYS - Chngkiat 2nd, Adam 3rd, Elvin 4th, Yongliang 5th, Javier 6th, Jeremy 8th, Colin 9th

Congratulations ACJC team bowling! You guys were really awesome throughout the entire A Division! Really really proud of all of you (: On top of that, I think my bowling juniors are like one of the best bunch of juniors I can ever have. I will definitely miss them so so so much, since there won't be anymore trainings and we will have less time to interact and bond because of A Levels. ): Good times above bad, I'll throw away the bad times and etch the sweet green memories of the ACJC bowling team into my mind foreverrrr! :D

Listening to: Reptilia by The Strokes

Steven sent this song to me, the tune is really very catchy, haha!

Woweewehhh first day of quartets today! Both our girls & boys are leading but there are still the 3 final deciding games tomorrow!! All the best people (: I hope my sweets made you close all frames! More to come! Had lunch with most of the boys beside the golf range (I am no pimpette, Stef and I were just hungry) and food was quite yummy! Sad to realise that I cannot tell jokes because I take too long to load information and it all just comes out of my mouth in a very statistical way, which isn't funny ):

Was supposed to go straight home after that to put my bowling bag at home then get my ass out of the house to study with Bird, but sadly, we let our unmotivated minds take over our body and there we were, playing pool for the next 2 hours! I announced my dislike for pool before, because I'm just too atrocious at that sport/game, but I realised my mistake today! Like Weixiang said, don't grab the pool cue too hard. Yay.

SPECIAL MENTION!
The first thing I did when I got my pool cue was a swish and flick and a loud "Wingardium Leviosa"! It came to me so suddenly, I just couldn't resist! Hahahaha too funny, it was such a pity Amelia and her omnipresent camera wasn't there to capture those wonderful moments!

So after that, the plan was for Stef to follow me back to my place where we would change and head to town to buy something from Taka. But when we were at Bishan interchange waiting for a bus, it was already 4+ pm. Stef decided that it was too late for us to do anything much, and since I didn't have anything to do in town, she decided to just head to town herself then go back home! I hope you really did go home straight after that Bird (: Sorry to abandon you! ): We go out soon to study okay!

My room is freaking hot! How I wish I can like, sleep in air-con every night. You people don't understand. My room is like, probably 30 degrees Celsius or something. My mum says everytime she enters my room, she feels giddy. Miss Hillview! ):

P.S. Hope my classmates managed 2.4 well today! Sorry I couldn't go pace you guys!

P.S.S. Bernice is totally enjoying herself at the Stereophonics concert now!

P.S.S.S. Missing school again tomorrow. Yay I guess! (: Don't miss me too much friends!

P.S.S.S.S. Tons of homework to be done. Arrgh. Super no mood to study.

Sorry man, can't shop, mind too saturated to study any longer. But anyway, I was listening to this song a few nights ago before I slept, like really really listened to the lyrics. It's such a sad and touching songggg, I cried ): I'm more of a tune person, and that's why I never realised the story this song holds, even though I had it last year. Please go and get this song, or ask me to send it to you if you like it, it's seriously really nice. Omggg I cry when reading the lyrics, gahhh this is too sad ): ): ):

Listening to: Closer by Ne-yo

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TESSAAAA! :D:D:D
and HAPPY BELATED 19TH BIRTHDAY MINNNN! :D:D:D

We had a boobsmacking good time yesterday at Samuel's condo BBQ-ing food (in Justine's case) and eating and gossiping, whoooo! People who turned up were me Annabel Bernice Felicia Freddy (Sorry is this the correct spelling? I can only remember Freddi Fish HAHA) Jeco Jiayimakmak Joan John (who only arrived after we were about to leave) Justine Kahhwee Mabel Mingxia Natasha Pam Samuel Shirsy Titi & of course Tessa herself! I hope I didn't forget anyone but I'll know after I get pictures (: My camera died halfway yesterday, sad. Much thanks to Sam who put a great amount of effort trying to organise everything ensuring that things were going smoothly! Thank you Justine who gave me a lift there, and Annabel for giving me a lift home! (:

I woke up at 11.15am today instead of the intended 9.30am so it felt like half the day was over, arrgh! I'm going out after this to study. My study sessions are very very unproductive I find, but it's still better than staying at home. Oh well ): I wanna buy stuff so badly! But I only have $2 in my bank, and no more than $10 in my wallet which will be completely spent on mocha frap and bagels later. Bye bye world.

Bernice: Haha he's a cute guy in personality! And I think indian, your favourite!

Stef: I think that was a sad attempt at a joke. I don't get it, haha!

Mabel: How is Spotty now? Deflated right? HAHA! It really is damn cute (:

Listening to: The Way That I Love You by Ashanti

Love the piano background in this song!

Today felt like I haven't been in school for a long time. Not too long though, because I didn't have the super excited anticipation for school which I always have after a long break. Omg I'm like so out of touch with work ): I'm so behind for lectures as well as tutorials, which isn't new actually, but oh well. I really wish I had 30 hours per day! 24 is just not enough. I'm having so much trouble trying to cope with everything.

I owe daddy so much money! $250 is no joke. I think I'll only return him the money after CNY next year! I'm thinking of borrowing another $30 to buy this dress which I so love. But, I decided against it, since life is about resisting temptations. The facebook quiz says I'm only 12% spoilt, definitely not a spoilt brat, yay (:

Do I have parents fetching me everywhere I want to go? No.
Do I sleep in an air-conditioned room every night? No.
Do I get more than $100 per week? No.
Do I have the latest phone models? No.

But okay I do get a reasonable allowance, and I have a computer in my room, and my mum prepares breakfast for me everyday before I leave the house. So yes I do count my blessings! (:

I feel very very blessed and rather gay and happy today! Having SSP with Mabel is very fun because we get to bond and talk crap and she's so retarded and funny, she makes me laugh all the time haha (: She bought the balloon doggy today for $3 and she was super happy and amused. Talking to her balloon like a real dog -_- You know she was like, "Sit dog, sit! SIT!!!" HAHAHA so retarded! Damn funny, and in her car she placed her doggy by the window like a real dog. There was this motorist who gave us real funny looks, he must think we're mad! Hahaha (:

I went to meet Carey Karen Chongwee Shawn & Weeyong at Suntec for dinner and shopping. I think God really made my day today! We were supposed to meet in town at first, but just before I reached town, our destination changed to Suntec. It so happened that the bus I took, went to Suntec City you know! I reached the place first, and accidentally walked to Marina Square, where this promotion guy gave me discount coupons for Carl's Junior. Then! I called Karen and they said they were at Carl's Junior! So I could use the coupons!

And there was the best part of the nightttt!

The guy serving me at the counter said something really sweet to me which made my dayyyy and when I received my tray it had like ALL THE DIFFERENT SAUCES! So nice of him! I honestly didn't ask for anything! Hahahaha I swear I was super touched and happy! Then when Weeyong and Shawn kept asking me why I got so many sauces, they didn't believe me when I said that the guy likes me (I mean I how cute HAHAHA)! That guy is seriously soooo sweet. I must go back more often (:

Yeah I really only wanted to blog about this because I had such a great day today. Amen! :D

Listening to: Back To Black by Amy Winehouse


I haven't been blogging regularly, everyday's been quite tiring and draining! Start of Bowling A Division since Tuesday.

Singles: Adam 1st, Chngkiat 2nd, Victoria 2nd, Amelia 3rd!
Doubles: Victoria & Agnes 3rd, (I think) Elvin & Chngkiat 1st, Adam & Javier 2nd! Amelia & Cheryl came close at 4th!

Congratulations bowlers! You guys have been bowling pretty good, boys especially this morning. Girls do not give up! Today might not have been the best but I must say that some of you really showed some spirit by fighting till the end and picking up your game (: I've been through this before so I know how sucky not bowling your normal feels. I think it's good to refresh every competition day as a new day. You know, no pressure. But I guess, easy to say, difficult to execute. Cheer up my dears! I'm just wishing all the best for you guys! I'll be behind you supporting you with my imaginary pompoms! :D

The bowlers + Yanxun went to NYDC at Holland yesterday for a celebratory lunch in lieu of Xin's birthday (: We lied to her that none of us had any plans to celebrate, and that silly girl was so upset! When she realised that it was all a big lie to surprise her, she totally like... well I don't know. She had a pleasant surprise I guess! And of course she went to whack Amelia & Yanxun for making her feel so sad on her birthday! Haha (: But due to severe lack of sleep for many many nights in a row, I had a terrible horrible headache and felt like puking most of the time. Had a forced lunch with my lunch partner Zhimin in smelly NYDC! Then while most of them went for Frolick, I bus-ed home and crashed immediately. Didn't go for econs tuition because of my splitting headache.

So I went today! After bowling with Stef. We were30 minutes late! Anyhow, more work to study and less time now ): Life kind of sucks.

Oh today 2SA6 came down to OCC to support Elvin! That must be why he did so well today (: See guys? Support from your friends DO make a difference okay! That is the power of support in sports. People who are sportsmen should know what I mean. As for sportsmen who regard studies more important than a support of a classmate, well, I guess I can't change what they think, I mean it's still true that your studies are like super important in your life, but it's pretty sad that they have certain mindsets right. Frens 4evazzzz (:

Pam: Haha nope we're not! Not so soon, at least. I don't know? Maybe in a week or 2, or more. Ask Bernice! I'm not going if she's not. (: Hahaha yeah we should right? Maybe if Jem organises one then everyone will go. It'll be so cool if like half our class actually turns up! Eh I scared hardcore drinking, later I drunk how? HAHA. I want to see the rest get drunk though! Omg Jem drank 15?!?!?! THAT IS INSANE.

Stefanie: HAHAHA that is a biggest joke ever, coming from you! Friends forever! :D

Mandy: Yeahh omg! I roughly calculated. He jumped 2 times per second, that makes it like what, I don't know? 280+ times? Super healthy! Hahaha his hair is probably fake or gelled!

Emery: But I don't think we sound alike either! Ahah maybe it's just the way we talk right? Seeee you in school toooo (:

Felicia: I miss you too! I'm going to school tomorrow yay (:

Happiness by Goldfrapp. The video is really cool, you guys should check it out! (:

Anyway, here are pictures from Saturday night! Credits to Pam & Bernice! :D
From these photos, you can really tell who drank (a lot). Which is, ahem, not me.

Pam's:



Bernice's:








Bernice and I totally do not look alike right? Emery and Jamie actually said that we look like twins! Until now I still have no idea how that came about. Hahahah.

Not going to school tomorrow because of A Div. Still have to reach OCC by 7.30am though. That's super super early. And as usual, no one's fetching me! ): Think I'll cab there, and grab some goodies before that. I am very very broke.

Bernice: Bitchy! Hahahah yup I totally can't wait for the next! Haha I'm going to paparazzi you if we really go to MOS next time! Thank you for staying back till 6pm with me today, I love you! :D

Listening to: Nude by Radiohead

Edit/2232hrs
I forgot to reply Jamie's tag! Here it is:

Jamiepok: I thought you were from PJC! Hahaha yeah they were my classmates! This is so cool haha (:



Omg. Smoking weed last night was such a blast! Cabbed down to Clarke Quay with Jennifer and met up with Bernice Calvin Jem John Pam Yixuan. We took quite a long time to decide where to go, since everywhere was packed. It was Indochine in the end, and there was really cool music, like strong beats and dancey oldies. We got a bottle, and played drinking games 7-up and I Never. Okay so after typing this out I realised we really didn't get to do much last night. Except getting to know more about the rest from I Never HARHARHAR! But it was fun man, we should go out again sometime (: I hope everyone else enjoyed themselves too! Pictures when Bernice and Pam uploads!

Off now to Novena to study with Karen! (:

P.S. I am happy I got my GoJane loafers yesterday finally and I absolutely loveeeee them!

Amelia: Haha thank you mental talk master! I haven't found my way of success yet, but, soon. (:

Felicia: I don't really want to fall sick either! Hahaha I am strong I think I'm fine already. (: HAHAHA smoking weed is just a term I use when I go out with Bernice. Since she is that kind who will totally do such things. OMG the Bernice laughter is seriously damn funny! We should record it and place it on youtube!

Stefanie: That's because you didn't turn up for Weixiang's thing and Monday's training! Hahaha okay I post one up now.

Minting: Hellooooo! I know Natasha and Kevin are in your class. HAHA. I'll be missing this week's one because of bowling. Yay! If possible I'll wanna change class. I'll ask my teacher!

Karen: That old lady turned out to be so cute! Hahaha yeah it's quite sad huh. I'm at the part where he left for his army thing. ):

Xavier: I know even my mum said that I look so lifeless like a zombie when we went to school for PTM haha! Okay lah of course I wouldn't disown you. I'm a very good mother.

Mandy: Hahaha ya lah. You broke my heart when you sent me that message. Anyway even if the school isn't nice, the shirt is! Cheong thinks it is! (:

Hi hi hi hi hi! I'm in the school computer lab again and I'm soooo bored :/

Stefanie and Mabel are with me and we are all slacking away doing nothing, waiting until 4.30pm for SSP. And some current affairs for the bird's case. Haha I love typing away on the keyboard but I have no idea what to blog about? Stefanie is a joke she has such hairy armpits and she loves to bite off her toenails hahaha. No of course I'm kidding right. She will so kill me when she reads this.

What am I going to do during SSP later. Awmagawd I have a whole mountain of assignments to finish and even more to revise! Today I had chemistry remedial with Mrs Wendy Lim, together with Bernice and Natasha. She gave us this H1 chemistry test on organic chemistry but my theories were already wrong for the first three MCQs. That is how bad I am right. Can't even cope with a simple H1 chemistry test. Bernice and Natasha know so much more than me!

Okay things to complete during the weekend:
1) OVERDUE chemistry weekend assignment 1 & 2 (but actually I don't know how to do!)
2) complete carboxylic acids tuition homework
3) nitrogen compounds tuition homework
4) math tutorial 25
5) econs essay question 4a
6) physics superposition tutorial
7) chemistry weekend assignment 3

Wait, there's more. NOT SO IMPORTANT assignments to complete:
8) math complex numbers revision worksheet
9) nitrogen compounds tutorial
10) physics electromagnetism tutorial
11) math tutorial 26 (2AD3's already at 27!!!!)
12) chemistry remedial worksheet
13) econs essay question 3

Okay I think that's all. Obviously 7 assignments is too much for me to complete over the weekend since I'm like such a busy person, heehee (: So I will improvise and do at least 1, 2, 4 & 5, which is still damn a lot! I totally look so hardworking right. HARHAR. Mabel thinks I'm super hardworking.

Today Bernice had such a hard time trying to wake me up during chemistry lecture. I fell asleep at least 4 times. And like, 8 times in a row during chemistry tutorial.

STEF SENDS HER LOVE OVER (:
(not reciprocated)

I know this is such a long post right. But I am seriously bored. Harrharrrrrrr!

Later today
SSP, bowling team talk at Vic's house

Tomorrow
PTM, training, study, tuition, smoke weed

Sunday
Study

I need to get a haircut and a pair of new shoes.

Listening to: American Boy by Estelle ft. Kanye West







We did dance during our double period PE today! Joan and Shawn became our teachers. It was so amusing to see Mr Lau so enthusiastic about the whole thing. There was this incident when he suddenly did a hand stand out of the blue, and I was like, "MR LAU YOU WANT PRIZE?" And he thought Bernice said it! HAHAHAHA it was damn funny. Anyway I really enjoyed dance today! Reminded me of the Sec 3 house dance competition where Abigail Jieying and I practised like crazy everyday, and we almost won too! (: So sad, the only part of the whole routine I remember, is the contemporary part. Omg totally miss old times.

I am super sleepy and tired now. Going to catch a sore throat very soon because Annabel Makmak and Tessa are all infected with the same germs. I feel nauseous but I don't have a fever, so am still going to school tomorrow! Sian ):

Amelia: Haha I was never one for marathons. I just cannot wait for this to end! Thanks monster you study hard too (:

Karen: Zhishu is damn bad to Xiangqin! If I were her I would totally punch his face when he ignores me. HAHAHA. Now I'm at the part where she serves the old lady who keeps torturing her. She is damn funny! HAHAHAHAHAHA but so mean to her. Poor thing!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CALVIN!! :D
AND HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHNGKIAT!! :D

Hockey girls' first match today against CJC and AC won 3-0! Congrats (:
Although Felicia told me that they didn't play well, I still think that at the very least, AC got through to the next round. I've learnt to appreciate the small steps which matter in our life, no matter how much better it might have been, but at least, they made it. So don't put too much pressure on yourself dear hockers! Believe in yourself and just go for it on Thursday! (:

For the CJC hockers, I may not have caught the match, but I really wanted to! Too bad I had training. I support you guys too of course, I mean like you are my friendsss right. I heard this year's batch has improved considerably compared to the previous one, so, good on you! Continue training hard peeps (: All the best for the rest of your matches!

I'm rather bummed because my bank has only $17 left and I can't shop even though there are some things I really wanna buy! ): And I owe my parents so much money, omg. This sucks. I want to work.

So busy everyday nowadays that it's just not funny at all. I really really wish that I live near to school, like 10 minutes away. It sucks having to spend 2 hours travelling everywhere everyday. Anytime less, and that's an expenditure of at least $10 more. Cab fares are exorbitant now!

Grrrr on top of SSP on Mondays & Fridays, and math remedial on Tuesdays, trainings on Mondays, Tuesdays & Saturdays, tuition on Wednesdays, now I have chemistry remedials every Thursday from 4.30 to 6pm! This is horrible. Made worse because I happen to have gotten into the LT5 class, which SUCKS because that means that my remedials will be conducted in lecture mode, WHICH ALWAYS MAKES ME FALL ASLEEP. What tops it off is that since the only other person I know who is also in the same class, is Jem and he always pons! ): I WILL BE ALONE!!!

So much homework to complete and so little time!
1) 2 weeks worth of chemistry weekend assignments
2) math tutorial 25
3) math complex numbers revision worksheet
4) physics superposition tutorial
5) tuition homework

The thought of having to keep up with all the hefty deadlines makes me depressed. The only thing which can perk me up is bowling, and bowling well! (:
(and also watching TV shows, and playing games. as if i can!)

Replies!

Xavier: You're so mean! Hahaha I can like totally disown you now.

Xiuru: Me too! (: Haha thanks! But actually, I didn't get into the team. Which was mostly why I was very very upset like 2 weeks back. But anyway, AC is soooo gonna own man! :D

Karen: Is that the latest episode? I haven't been watching it for months! Now I'm only at 12, haha I cannot wait to watch during weekends! (: (: (:

Listening to: Heavily Broken by The Veronicas

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABRIEL!!!! :D :D :D
- Your fake half girlfriend.

When I think about Gabriel and birthdays I think about the birthday meal which he specially prepared for Mandy (and for EuniceChye & I who went to his house)! I also think about the super duper yummy chocolate cake I ordered from Bengawan Solo. Yum!

Wow haha I feel like I haven't blogged in the longest! It's only one day. Remember, I said I hoped that yesterday's studying session with Shirsy Kahhwee & Tessa would be very productive? MY ASS LAH. Hahahaha I spent like four hours on two math questions!!! Isn't that horrible. Complex numbers just kills me. Haha I don't think I can study very well with Shirsy. Because both of us can talk about anything under the sun! We just don't really run out of things to say to each other! It was either her terrorising me or me snapping paparazzi shots of everyone. Hahahaha. Or, maybe it was because we were studying at KAP. I have always been studying at either Starbucks or Coffee Bean. Don't know? Anyway it was really fun (: I will upload pictures another time.

And birthday dinner for Weixiang turned out to become some sort of a crisis. Firstly, venue was at Fish & Co at Wheelock. However, it changed to New York New York at around evening because they just found out that Weixiang likes NYNY! As luck would have it, my phone batt died before I received the message. (I realised after calculations that my phone died just before they sent out the message!)

I was with Shaine and Yuhao at the original meeting place right on time, and I borrowed Shaine's phone and called Xin. She told me to go queue first and she & Amelia would reach in 15. So I went to queue at F&C and waited for one hour! Then suddenly magically the whole lot of them appeared and we all realised that there was a miscommunication! Hahaha.

Turns out that they all waited 45 minutes for me at NYNY, standing in the queue, and they were all looking for me EVERYWHERE in Citylink Mall! Then when they called Shaine they realised I was waiting at F&C then they rushed down like mad dogs because they were afraid that I would be so lonely and emo. Of course I was angry, like I thought they taking revenge because I always made them wait HAHA. But after I heard the other side of the story I realised how nice they are to me! ): I feel so horrible and I'm extremely SORRYYY everyone!

We camwhored a lot a lot a lot. You'll see them on facebook!

Whoo today I watched a few episodes of my favourite taiwanese idol dramaaaaa hahaha omg I totally miss Joe Cheng. Then after lunch at home I zoooooomed off to Junction 8's Coffee Bean to study study study (: Surprisingly today was so much more productive than what I had expected. And luckily I didn't get chased out! However, my chemistry weekend assignments are like, no hope already. I took out my foolscap paper and wrote the question numbers, then, skip, skip, skip. Until I just gave up and did the carboxylic acids tutorial instead. Still, I haven't done my physics tutorial AT ALL. I don't even know what's happening in class. I must read up.

Had family dinner at Dempsey's Long Beach after that and boy, was dinner yummy! (: I LOVE THE CHILI CRAB THERE! After such a long and jolly post, this is the end of the wonderful weekend. It is back to hell tomorrow. But wait, it's someone's birthday! (:


Replies!

Xiuru: Yeah man! But school's a killer and I have SSP so that kills my free evenings. :/ After bowling A division is over I'll have more time though. Let's go out for Botak's then! (:

Xavier: Sorry I'm quite shy in my swimming costume ah. Haha! You mean you are required to swim in NS? Hehheh you know if I don't have emo posts, then I'm not your mother! I do get happy and high! (:

Stefanie: I miss you too! We haven't hung out for long. Eh wait, we studied last Sunday! Omg it feels like such a long time ago.

Rachel: CHEONG! I miss you tooooooo ): Yes can we meet up soon? OMG I totally miss all you guys so so so so so much x1000000! Thank you so much for your message, that's really sweet and encouraging! :D I cannot believe how much gloomier JC life has made me, but it'll be over in only 7 months. That's really soon! Happy yet sad. Sigh. Yeah let's pull through this together! I cannot say I know how you feel because I don't have an Alwin, but I know he has made your life so much more meaningful, right? Keep striving alright! (: Don't worry yourself too much about basketball alright? I totally understand how you feel about that. Because I've tried hard, like you and I know how it feels when you just don't get the results you desire. Do your best and God will do the rest. I love you Cheongy!

Listening to: Daydreamer by Adele

I just got home. It's damn sucky when you live quite a distance away from school and no one fetches you back after a long day. Although, today wasn't very long for me because I went to school late and only attended math and chemistry tutorial. But still, SSP is kinda, tiring.

Oh everyone got their project work grade today, and I got a B. My entire class got B except Tessa, an A! I think the average for our school is A/B. Small minority got C, but grading is so biased so, kind of depends on our luck too.

Mdm Shih came back to visit today! She changed so much! Her hair is shorter and neater and she dyed it black. She looks so studious and professional. I miss her a lot ): We wanted to take a picture with her but she refused. Said something about losing her contact lenses (she was wearing spectacles) -_- Haha so vain right.

Sigh, I honestly don't know what you guys expect of me. No trust, no mutual understanding, bad teamwork, that's how I feel.

I'm meeting Shirsy Tessa and Kahhwee tomorrow to study! Hope tomorrow will be very productive. I need to catch up on my work very badly. And I haven't hung out with them for so long too. Miss their company! They're one of the few people who will never judge me, but will always be ready to lend a shoulder (:

Listening to: Tears and Rain by James Blunt


I find the lyrics of this song very apt to what I'm feeling now.

Where to start. I have a flurry of emotions and I just don't know what the problem is. Days of secondary four have been replaying itself in reality yesterday and today. I thought I would never have to deal with this again, but apparently not. Go awayyyy. School's definitely not good for most of us. Unspoken greviences plastered with a hard and tired smile, always ready to nod their head whenever someone asks," are you okay?" Have we ever felt more distant? To all my friends who are sad and exhausted, I may not know your troubles, and I may not ask you guys about it, but please cheer up! Because this period is really tough for many, with the stress of exams and seasons and probably relationship problems. Time is a great healer, that's all I know. It works for me, and I trust you'll feel better. After everything boils over. (:

I met Andy this morning at the MRT station and had a good catching up with him in the span of 10 minutes. Haha. Omg we guys haven't talked for super long. Basketball season starts on Monday, I wish them all the best! Marvyn's injured, Shawn's sick, and Andy himself also has small injuries ): Hopefully they'll recover very very soon and play to their very best (:

Bernice and I hung out after school today to smoke weed. Nah of course I'm kidding. But I met so many people today! First, Pam who was buying bread! At the MRT station, Joel, who was telling me about his SMU interview where they asked him if he thinks Harry Potter's kind of chess is considered a sport, ahaha! Then Arveen, in CJ uniform complete with slippers, but I didn't actually say hi to him because I wasn't very sure. Then at Bishan I met Cat! Quite a cool day. Only the meeting people part.

The previous entry spawned quite a few different responses huh. Haha.

Andrea: Everyone's getting sick these days! I kind of wish I was, just so that I don't have to go to school! ):

Xavier: I totally can swim okay! I started swimming lessons since I was 4 years old. Cool right (:

Amelia: Haha you too! :D

Jamie: Huh why ask Shunli?? Haha! Thanks, I hope so (:

Bernice: HAHA you're so retarded as usual! It was fun smoking weed with you today, hurhur (: Seeyaaaaa!

Xiuru: Yup that's what I tell myself too. But you know, there're times when it's like, really cannot take it. Hahaha. Honestly feel like punching their faces. Anyway I'm glad to know that there are others who experience what I feel too. Yeah soon! (:

Jiayi: Hahaha yeah that means a lotttt, love! (:

Steven: I don't know. Haha I mean like if you change yourself to fit in, you're supposed to change for the better, you know? That's what I think lah. Why the hell would you want to degrade yourself just to get along with people who will never like, be your best friends? Or something. As in if someone is going to lose sight of him/herself just to be so-called popular then it's already very telling of that person's personality right. Sorry, I just think that this is wrong! Haha. But thanks, I understand what you mean (:

Listening to: I've Changed by Jaheim

I was just thinking before I started blogging. Why are some people so different compared to when they're alone and when they're with their select group of friends? I get so frustrated and confused. When I'm talking to you one on one, you seem like one of the best friends I could have. Yet when you're with them, your behavior pisses me off. So many people I know are like that, but yours is very extreme.

Looking at my class today, I just felt very sad and tired. Maybe I was being over-sensitive, but I will never base my thoughts on just one thing by itself. I build it piece by piece, till I'm pretty sure that this situation is as I thought. I miss mornings at the bleachers with chinese clique, so much. )':

Things to do:
- Read GP package
- Econs essay question
- Study plan
- Superposition tutorial
- Look for econs terms

These are all very important assignments which are due tomorrow. Work overload ):

PAE again please. I would have changed so many things. Getting hurt by those you call friends is a horrible feeling (especially when you've been let down again and again). So horrible, I feel that I have come to the wrong place. So fake, so scary, so insulting. Where are you when I need you? ):

Listening to: Blame It On The Weatherman by B*Witched


I finally got this song which I wanted for so long! They played it during the Fun-O-Rama video today and I kept singing it during training till everyone was -_-. Haha I asked Sheryl & Michelle the Romeo & Juliet riddle and Sheryl got so pissed because she didn't want to guess anymore yet I refused to tell her the answer so she went to get it out of Elvin!!! It's so fun, I will ask them more (:

Omg I have so much undone homework! ):

I was so tired yesterday I slept at 10pm. I'm supposed to do my study plan, read up on Carbonyl & Carboxylic Acids, and start reading my GP package! I don't even know where my package is! This is horrible.

Turns out that I don't need to go for trainings at OCC, which are on Thursdays and Saturdays, so... errr, yay? No actually I'm quite sad about that. I'll put those extra 6 hours to good use (: Yesterday only Eugene & I went for math remedial and it was quite productive since it was like private tuition. Hahaha. Mdm was like, "Here got free tuition and they choose to go for outside tuition". We chatted with Mdm and got to know slightly more about her (: If those others don't go for math remedial all the time, I don't mind because I'll get MORE ATTENTION!Hahahahahha.

Listening to: Some Trust by The Fray

J2s sat in the middle of the hall again today, I don't know why. But anyway I really miss sitting there!!! Sitting by the side is quite sucky because you can see all the cliques in class totally taking one row each (or 2 rows each for mine). And besides, I get pissy when the pillar is right smack blocking my view of the visualizer screen.

It's only the first day of the week, yet I feel so tired already. I have to finish 2 questions of the carboxylic acids tutorial, superposition tutorial and do 2 questions on macroeconomy all by tomorrow. Oops I haven't included my chemistry weekend assignment, which I mostly left lots of blanks all over the place since I don't really know how to do them.

SSP today was not that bad. I got to listen to my iPod, and I slept for the last 30 minutes. But maybe that's only because the teacher on duty today was some young lady whom I have never seen before in my life. She didn't go around checking on us. Mabel & I sat in the cubicles facing the stairs so like she can't see us from her seat! Hehheh. Marvyn Hoi was sleeping on the table with his head on the table, arms crossed and he never got caught! What a slacker. Haha.

I simply cannot wait for weekends to come. Sigh, I wonder if anyone at all can understand how I feel. The feeling of being let down again and again and again and again and I sit down in silence while people just expect you to smile and say you're okay when you're not. Sorry I am babbling illogically again.

Listening to: Pocketful of Sunshine by Natasha Bedingfield




I'm lazy, don't want to caption the pictures.

I was about ten minutes late for Untraceable yesterday night. The movie was... very disturbing to say the least. It's still about 3 stars worth, but I hate the feeling of leaving the cinema with dark and gory images in my head. Some others thought it was awesome, but not for me. I will never pay ten bucks just to catch a movie like that again, at least not for the next few years. I remember the only other movies I watched to have left me so heavy hearted and dull, was I Know Who Killed Me & Hard Candy. And maybe American Beauty. But AB had some sort of appeal. You guys should catch it.

Anyway the movie totally killed my happy mood, if I even had any at that time, so after that I was so lifeless and dead. Some of them went home, and Amelia Claire Clarence Javier Stefanie & I went to pool instead. Which I was so horrible at. I am getting worse and worse, seriously. I think I was so much better when I just picked pool up. Maybe this has got something to do with my current horribly low self-esteem, or something.

We got to know the team lineups today after training, and the lineup for girls was exactly as I had expected (haha I said that so many times today). Will have to skip one training per week because of SSP. Sigh.

Today was extremely unproductive because I stayed at home, couldn't find anyone to study with outside. So siannn because so little people are updating their blogs! I miss so many people ):

I'm in the school's computer lab now and Bernice is beside me watching Superbad on my iPod! (: She is like embarrassing me because she keeps laughing to herself. Hahaha, if anyone asks me I should pretend I don't know her. HAHA. Just kidding!

School ended for me already, but I'm staying till 4pm to study. Guess what? I'm down for SSP! Finally confirmed, and it's starting from Monday onwards. Twice per week though, so shouldn't affect training days. This is a good thing actually, I mean like I totally need time to finish my everyday homework, so that I can get down to REVISION! The only bad thing is that, I don't have an SSP buddy! Mabel is the only other person in my class who has to go down for SSP, but since she pons school rather often... ):

OMG BERNICE IS LAUGHING LIKE ONE FOOL NOW. I AM VERY EMBARRASSED. BYE.

Going down to town later to catch Untraceable with the bowlers! (:

My latest favourite song - First Love, by Adele

So little to say but so much time
Despite my empty mouth
The words are in my mind
Please wear the face
The one where you smile
Because you lighten up my heart
When I start to cry

Forgive me first love but I'm tired
I need to get away to feel again
Try to understand why
Don't get so close to change my mind
Please wipe that look out of your eyes
It's bribing me to doubt myself
Simply, it's tiring

This love has dried up and stayed behind
And if I stay I'll be alive
Then choke on words I'd always hide
Excuse me first love, but we're through
I need to taste the kiss from someone new

Forgive me first love
But I'm too tired
I'm bored to say the least and I, I lack desire

Forgive me first love

I was so very tired today that I fell asleep immediately after having dinner, and that was only because my mum coerced me to have dinner! Woke up at 3+ am and I've been up until now. Didn't do work at all! Like Mandy says, I cannot wait to get out of this rat race of a JC life. Until now, I still cannot accept the different personalities of the people around me. As in, I just can't accept the way they do things, the horrible irresponsible ways. And people, who are constantly rude and selfish. Wannabe people who follow the crowd are really annoying too. Haha. So sue me. There aren't many normal, sane, humane people in my school. HAHAHA. Really, really.

Signing off! (:
(I am hungry for chicken now, no idea why?)

Listening to: Holler by Spice Girls

Friends I want songs! (: I would appreciate it much, alot, forever!

I was am a very very sleepy Huiting today. I fell asleep in math lecture within the first 5 minutes of start of lecture, omg. Haha. And I was totally dozing off during tuition today when my teacher was explaining reactions to me. She told me that I should try to improve my mental, so that I can force myself to stay awake even when it is very very hard for me. I guess my mental is really quite weak, thus is my self-control. Haha! I think my mummy has very very strong mental because she's always really tired after work, but she forces herself to do the housework for the day. ): I am such a bad daughter. Okay, bye. I'm off to do work, this time I must! I'm going to bed before 10pm too, extremely exhausted.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY QIYANG! :D :D :D

He said that he didn't want to tell anyone that it is his birthday today because everyone would just think that he's making an April Fool's joke. Hahaha.

I reached home only at 10pm today because I stayed in Yakun after training to have some kaya toast and left the area only at around 8.30pm. Arrgh, stupid long long bus rides. Although they are good for listening to songs and sleeping a long way.

Replies to tags!

Felicia: You joke. There is a scientific way to tell whether your index or ring finger is longer, and that is, to measure it. Heehee another display of my mathematical inclination. Haha I think you read my entry while I was experimenting it with different colours. I think black is still the nicest somehow.

Michelle: Thank you dear! (: I'm really sorry about just now okay, I really really didn't mean to box you! I hope your lip is okay and un-swollen! ):

Shuwen: Haha what's wrong with having a literacy hand? So maybe both your languages and mathematics are good! Anyway I was wondering, since you are so english and all, why is your first name SHUWEN? I think you look like a... Charlotte or Vanessa or something. HAHAHA.

Sheryl: Yeah I will! Thanks Sheryl, for everything! (: You too okay? Keep holding on, I'll be here for you, just like you have been there for me! :D

Stefanie: I guess it's no surprise that you've the literacy hand? Considering that you have an angmoh face. HAHAHA. Clarence has an angmoh face too and they say his language is good!

Steven: Haha means you've the literacy hand! Probably true, since you're from Myanmar but you know english & chinese too!!! Long time no talk, we should hang out soon. (:

Bernice: The next time we go to Lido, we should like deliberately move 3 tables together, then place our feet beside the table stands as stoppers, so he cannot pull them away! HAHA. Seriously, I have no idea why he was behaving so stubbornly. I hope you enjoyed Fun-O-Rama too! Might have been more fun if we had gone to Emily Hill. ): Aww, pretty wasted huh! Haha I wonder when would be our next class outing. June? Somehow I feel that when we blast songs from our iPod in our classrooms, it is already a class adventure in itself. Or something like that. Love you too!

Shirlyn: HAHAHA you are exhibiting pedophilia behavior. Thanks for the free pizza! I tasted a bit and it's very very salty. My family thought my uncle made it so they ate everything. Anyway we still have yet to go out!

The unBimbo: It is! Matching ribbons? Later other people think we some AA wannabe. HAHAHA. Anyway, I wanted to say that if we really get ribbons, I want purple. Then I realised that Pamster wears her purple ribbon all the time already so cannot. Then if I want pink, also cannot because YOU, the bimbo, will obviously get pink! ): Heehee then I will get red.

Mandy: You are so baddddddd! Hahahahaha but I never do *this* okay. I only wanted to add more colour to my entries because I realised that they are almost always entirely black! And please tell me that your message was an April Fool's joke because I almost died of shock and worry.

Pam: Yah she is number one champion.

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