i love you , boy

Monday, December 31, 2007 ' 10:11 PM

Di-

Wow wow two entries in a day!

I guess I got a little bored. It's really hard trying to study when no one is keeping an eye on me. Which reminds me, I want to say a big big thank you to Michelle! She offered to teach me chemistry since I'm totally clueless and it happens to be her favourite subject. So yesterday after our bowling competition at Yishun Safra, we went to Northpoint and she taught me the first few front chapters!

Of course I was completely on the verge of dozing off all the time, she had to keep telling me to stay awake, and I kept having to ice my own face to jolt myself awake. That's until I told her to quiz me so that I could think, then shortly after that her boyfriend came anyway and I started self-reading her notes. Hahaha I'm so bad at studying ):

And the NTU bowling competition. I bowled soooo badly, worse than A Div! I'm so horrified. My bowling skills deproved so much. I pulled down my whole team -- Victoria Amelia and Michelle. And my doubles parter Michelle. Bowling gets me down the worst, and I can feel like I'm an utter failure. I know moping in misery won't save my sorry ass, but at those times I just can't handle all of the bad shots and missed spares. I reallly want to be a good good good bowler! ): How? I'm not gonna slack during training anymore. Have lots of mistakes I need to correct.

Okay, pictures.

8 December, Saturday

Celebration of Clifton's birthday at Fish & Co.
Elvin came reallly late so we told the staff it was his birthday too, hoho that was so fun!

Michelle, why the glum face? I know, no boyfriend!

Clifton is spastic!

Joanna thinks she's doing an advertisement for the camera.

Amelia and Xin!

Amelia is so photogenic! I am jealous.

BIRTHDAY BOYS HARHAR :D

They had to blow out the candles from THAT distance, and they managed to!

Michelle Lowww! (Kekex I look sleepy again. Kekex is gonna be some code)

SLUT! (Inside joke)

Awww Clifton feeds Xin chocolate!

Amelia shouting at Clifton," FEED ME FEED ME!"

Ohoho so sweet!

Sheryl are you seeing this! Elvin with his tongue sticking out so cute nehsxz! ;D

Clifton is a joker. Look at how he cut the cake.

It's very yummy by the way! (:

Okay I'm done with another batch of pictures. Still have more, don't worry I'll post them up soon!

Arrgh, I think my room is very dusty. Twice, I have coughed till I almost threw up, until I ran to the living room. I am so bored I want to go shopping. I can't wait to see my friends again. Really really can't wait! People like Makmak I haven't seen since end of school, and people like Shirsy I haven't talked to for ages!

I don't know if I should go to school on the 2nd, since I don't have papers on that day. But Bernice and I were discussing and both of us were such nerds I think we'd go anyway haha. Oh man! Hey fellow advanced students, have you studied!!!! Because I hardly did ):

XOXO

' 1:49 PM

Can we work it out?

Listening to: Broken by Secondhand Serenade

I decided to blog with some pictures, these are way overdue.

6 December, Thursday.

Amelia behind the foggy door of our workplace.

During training, we were shocked to find Clifton with triple layered eyebags! Hahahaha can you see from the pictures? It's not that clear here, but woah it was bad beyond bad. Can't remember what he was doing at night. Probably watching R-rated movies, tsktsk.

Sorry my hair looks like one dog. It's still like that now. But Xin looks so cute!

Kenneth with his coolio belt, haha!

Stef ran off with my camera and started camwhoring with all her dogs.

Stef took a picture of all of us changing in the toilet cubicles! That monster! You don't get to see mine cause I look terrible.

And obviously Xin was all prepared after hearing Amelia scream like some dog, haha!

Kekex I don't know why I always look sleepy. Maybe that's because I am always sleepy.

I still have unposted pictures! Next time alright (:

Anyway, with the new year I'm not looking forward to, I've made myself some resolutions which I really really hope I can follow through.

1) Spend at least 2 hours studying everyday.
- 1 hour of study before starting on leisurely activities
- Have a study-slack ratio of 2:1
(Meaning if I study for 2 hours, I can only slack for 1 hour)
2) Finish assignments at least 1 day before deadline.
3) Start studying for tests at least 1 week before.
4) Sleep before 11pm
5) Pack bag before sleeping
6) Bring an apple to school everyday
7) Don't be late for appointments
8) Don't take cabs unless absolutely necessary, or if fare will be less than $5
9) Learn Korean (and as many other languages as possible)
10) No snacks after 8.30pm

Friends you must push me to achieve my resolutions. I'm placing my trust in you, loves!

P.S. I managed to download very nice Hwang Jin Yi songs and I'm loving them!
P.S.S. I'm sick ): Can someone teach how not to cough till I'm about to puke?

XOXO

Thursday, December 27, 2007 ' 7:53 PM

Heartbreaking

This song is soooo sad ):

Hearing this song in Hwang Jini when Eun-Ho died was terrible. I cried so much throughout almost the entire episode. I always say I cry the worst for this and that show right, like for Sangdoo and all. But this time, confirm the worst crying ever. As if my boyfriend died. It's such a good korean show, korean weepy fans should totally catch it. After my aunt introduced me to mysoju.com, I just can't resist myself ): ):

By the way, don't you think this guy is SUPERRRR CUTE ZOMG! His name is Jang Geun Suk, the guy who acted as Eun-Ho! HE HAS A KILLER SMILE, HAHAHA I HAVE A NEW IDOL.

Okay bye.

XOXO

Wednesday, December 26, 2007 ' 10:35 PM

Hi, merry christmas.

I'm feeling incredibly indolent because I lost my phone. In my house. The battery is out, so calling it isn't any use. I thought I put it on my study table, just like the usual. I've searched my room so many times, but to no avail. I don't understand. My family couldn't have taken it because they're not the kind who will touch my stuff. This is preposterous. Either God is punishing me for not cleaning up my room, or... I sleepwalked and threw my phone out my window or something. But that's not very possible, because that hasn't happened since I moved house. The sleepwalking I mean. During my secondary school days I wake up to my phone at my bedside table every morning when I know I left it beside my window the night before.

Seriously, I'm going crazy right now. Hmmph, bye.

XOXO

Monday, December 24, 2007 ' 12:21 AM

To get this off my chest

What Sarah Said by Death Cab For Cutie

And it came to me then that every plan is a tiny prayer to father time. As I stared at my shoes in the ICU that reeked of piss and 409. And I rationed my breaths as I said to myself that I'd already taken too much today, as each descending peak on the LCD took you a little farther away from me, away from me.

Amongst the vending machines and year-old magazines in a place where we only say goodbye, it stung like a violent wind that our memories depend on a faulty camera in our minds. But I knew that you were a truth I would rather lose than to have never lain beside at all. And I looked around at all the eyes on the ground as the TV entertained itself.

'Cause there's no comfort in the waiting room, just nervous pacers bracing for bad news. And then the nurse comes round and everyone will lift their heads, but I'm thinking of what Sarah said, that "Love is watching someone die".

So who's going to watch you die?

XOXO

Sunday, December 23, 2007 ' 9:46 AM

Back Here

Hello friends I'm back from Malaysia! (: I really enjoyed myself over there! For the first time during this holiday, I actually felt I was having a holiday! I was simply happy till no ends, and I could sleep without any worries at all. Except the first night, but, that's another story.

So it was my father, mother, two brothers, grandmother, and myself. Genting on the first day, KL for the next two days. We didn't take a lot of pictures, my family's simply not the camwhoring type. I don't think we even have a picture of all of us together! ): It was freezing cold in Genting. We left Singapore at night and arrived in the wee hours of the morning at around... 6am? I was only wearing a singlet, a tee and my cardigan, so I was shivering quite badly in the bus, till 12pm when we could check into the hotel!

I think the post will get really dry without any photos, so after I upload them I'll be back to blog in more detail about the trip, but basically we just played and shopped? It was free and easy. Shopping was not that great, I was kinda disappointed with the kind of selections the shops had. Bought about RM 350 worth of things, less than I had expected. So I actually spent around S$155! Not too much, I think this amount is reasonable. (: Bought 7 tops, a bag, a pair of shoes, 2 pairs of socks, stockings for warmth, a necklace, and errr, tweezers. I think that's all. I totally expected to buy more stuff. So did my older brother. He was prepared with a whole wad of cash and was intending to buy like crazy. But in the end I think I bought more stuff compared to him! Hahaha. We didn't have enough time to shop! ):

Arrgh, stomach ache. Gotta fly!

XOXO

Monday, December 17, 2007 ' 10:06 PM

Hellogoodbye

Listening to: ABC by The Jackson 5

I finally uploaded the pictures from my camera, dating from start of December till now. I'm not posting the ones with the bowlers, because most of them are in KL now anyway and they won't be back till I'm back from my own holiday. Yeah, I'm leaving for Malaysia tomorrow night and I'll be back on Saturday! (: Byebye friends, I'll be back soon and I hope I've enough money to get you guys some stuff.

This is a very adorable stray cat from my workplace, which is fed everyday by the guards. Such a good life! It was eyeing the dragonfly on the light. How the dragonflies ended up in my office, I think it's the sea.

Tuesday, 4 December.
Went to town after work and training to meet up with Catherine, Felicia, Justine, Kahhwee, Pam & Tessa. Had dinner at Pepper Lunch, then walked around Taka and the Heeren to help Justine look for a suitable shirt as a birthday gift for her friend. We met Titi & Yixuan too! (:

Finally proper pictures with Fipor! We seldom take pictures together, so I kept complaining that she prefers irritating Shuwen and gang over us! HAHAHA.

Justine Justine. Caught in the act.

Tchesh Pam is so vain.

Kahhweeeee & Tesssaaaa :D

See Pam smiling away? No prizes for guessing who she was messaging.

Justine I haven't talked to you for a million years! WHERE ARE YOU!

Heehee our Pam pose.

Pam!

Kahwee & Cat!

Tessa Goh!

Okay so I took more pictures of the workers' card photos. Why, cannot? It was so funny at that time I tell you. I saw this guy's face when I was counting the cards, and I was wondering why he looked so scared. Then, I looked at the next card.

HAHAHA can you see why I think this is so freaking funny! Their faces, are like, total opposites! The contrast was so hilarious. If you think this isn't funny, you have to reevaluate your purpose in life, because you're so missing out on the good jokes, geddit? (:

Anyway, I drew a mouse on Uncle Toh's whiteboard, super adorable ain't it? :D Heehee I think it's still there, so all the people who walk into the office can see the fabulous art I've bestowed on his board.

I drew a cat too.

Switching topics, I LOVE THIS CHRISTMAS TREEEEEE :D It's so gorgeous, hahaha. You can see it outside The Cathay. I was totally in love with it when I saw it, I dragged Joanna & Lixin to take a picture with me in front of it. How can Betty & family think pink Christmas trees are hideous? They must be out of their mind.

P.S. I've been playing a lot of Dynasty Warriors on my brother's PSP recently, and not much of studying at all. So infuriating, my younger brother replaced my hard earned famous steed horses with general's houses, arrrghhhhhhhhhh! Honestly, he want to replace, fine. But don't replace it with the lousiest breed lah, omg. Hmmph.

P.S.S. I haven't packed my bag yet! Whoops. Haha.

P.S.S.S. Chatted with Jessica today after sooo long! Feels so good to catch up you know (: She's also one of those whom I trust the most, with a lot of my secrets. I miss her so super much, haven't seen her since her last concert I think. I wish we're still in the same school, it would be nice to have someone I was close to in IJ to be around in JC too. But guess not? It never was like that. Not in my whole life. Primary school, secondary school, JC all the way I was kinda alone, but it's cool man I am strong I can deal with this. I just miss my friends a lot you know? But this time God blessed me really. Justine was my biggest pillar of support since Day One. I can always count on her to cheer me up and be there for me! Haha and that's why I love that girl so much :D

XOXO