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Saturday, August 23, 2008 ' 12:52 AM

#688

Listening to: Beauty in the Breakdown (Acoustic) by The Scene Aesthetic

HIIIIIIIIIIII. I found this song last night, and I fell in love with it! It's just so simple but beautiful. I went to have a listen to their entire album and I fell instantly in love with almost all the songs there! I was soooo happy, it was like finding a piece of a puzzle which was missing in my life for so long. The songs they produce are just the kind which I have been looking for. Oh, love (:

I had 2 papers today and omg, I really almost died because my brain couldn't function normally. Chemistry and econs just don't make a neat combination of papers on the same day. ): Bad, bad, bad! I was just super relieved when it ended. Only MCQs left now!

I just came home from town with Annabel. We intended to catch the movie Death Race, but sadly it was sold out. What a joke. We met Felicia and her gang outside Cineleisure, and apparently, 2SA7 was there too! We gave up so we just chilled at Starbucks, and we talked our hearts out. Felt damn good. Haha. We also saw a Tranny trying too hard to seduce guys just outside Indochine. Shim (She + Him) was just one joke.

Shaine: HAHAHA. You go tell that to the Japanese girls.

Stefanie: Somehow I don't think these people will change? Until maybe they become 50 or something, then they will see light and become a better person, like most elderly do. Hahaha. I feel like I haven't seen you for months!

Amelia: Why is it awesome? Haha I do not think that I am contradicting myself, since I do apply my own logic to my own life. By blogging something, I am not completely shutting my own opinions from others' inputs. I just want to share my thoughts with others. I don't see the point in adamantly pushing my stand to make people agree with me, I mean it's completely fine for others to have their own ideas and take on matters. But, it's just food for thought. (:

XOXO

Thursday, August 21, 2008 ' 8:23 PM

#687

Sweet & Low - Augustana
Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down, sweet and low, and I'll carry you home
Hold me down, sweet and low, little girl
Hold me down and I'll carry you home

I don't know why but I feel like crying while the chorus plays in my iPod.
I neeeed to have ice cream. ):

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Listening to: The Business by Yung Berg

Physics was one big fat
JOKE.

I'm like watching cartoons (or anime) everyday. You know Cardcaptor Sakura? HAHAHAHA. I know that's like a primary school cartoon and all but it's like, I really like the storyline, music, costumes and Kero! And of course, maybe it's because I really miss my childhood too. DON'T JUDGE ME.

Anyway, I have four more papers. They'll probably be jokes too. But I'm too depressed to get anymore depressed. Life is one big joke. Oh my prince charming, where art thou?

Mandy: Thanks babeee! (:

Stefanie: Birdieee I miss you too! Meanwhile, study hard for your remaining papers!

Shaine: Hahaha yes my low voice IS normal!

Steven: We sound suicidal. HAHA.

Xiuru: Alright! Can't wait (: All the best for the rest of your papers!

XOXO

Wednesday, August 20, 2008 ' 11:10 PM

#686

Listening to: Unsaid by The Fray

Not that you're the one
Not to say I'm right
Not to say today
And not to say a thing tonight

But suffice it to say
We're leaving things unsaid
We sing ourselves to sleep
Watching the day lie down instead

And we are leaving some things unsaid
And we are breathing deeper instead

I have planned the things I'm going to do after exams end. It's a long list. But, I can only give myself the diaoz face when I think about my revision. Siannn.

I've been thinking, when people blog about sensitive issues pertaining to certain subjects, do they ever reflect and think back on their actions and consider the possibility that they might ever face shit which makes them do things which they have condemned someone of doing before. Do they realise, do they repent? Or does it go in a cycle where they continue rebuking others but fail to recognise their similar faults. Do you have the right to insult and place your absolute negative reviews on certain matters when you do not have the information or burdens placed on your shoulders where society has? Do you think before you judge, do you judge before you know?

Or maybe, we're all just selfish, self-absorbed little children running around and blaming everything on society? Maybe. Life is hypocritical. Ask yourself, search yourself, and know yourself.

I want to have Frolick ice-cream. The papers have been disastrous so far.

XOXO

Saturday, August 16, 2008 ' 1:46 PM

#685

Listening to: Death and All His Friends by Coldplay

I've had GP, Econs Paper 1 and Math Paper 1 so far. I'm nowhere near confident of passing any. This is really quite sad.

MONDAY:
Econs tuition with Pamster. I met Abigail there!!! I was so overjoyed and pleasantly surprised because she's been going for Billy's for 8 weeks and we never met each other! Had a great chat with her during break time. Hahaha we laughed so much. I don't know why but talking to her always makes me feel happier (: Had dinner - minced meat noodles with Pam, Titi, Bryan & Shawn Lai, then home!

Abigail: Omg Besai, I miss you so so so much! Remember the times when we just sang songs during class and laughed like crazy all the time? Oh those were the times! :D It's so hard finding people I naturally go crazy with, but with you I always rant on and on and you just keep laughing hahahaha so fun! I know your school is drilling you guys with all the exams now, but hang in there okay. (: Let's go out after As!

TUESDAY:
Went home and to Bishan library to study after GP with Annabel. My brother joined us too haha. We met Teresa there too! Sigh the studying life. Mugging non-stop ):

WEDNESDAY:
Went home and to Bishan library again after Econs. Guess what, met Teresa again! I desperately tried to cram myself with Vectors, since I never touched them since terms. But, it was quite futile.

THURSDAY:
Stayed back in school to study with Yixuan. We had dinner at Dover, bought our food from the Western Food stall and watched TV. The stallholder was very zealous and receptive to comments, which I found very commendable! (: He's so nice. We studied for a while, then Jiayi joined us and we just couldn't do much work anymore. We ended up talking about 1SA6 PAE, wow words just can't describe how much we all miss PAE. Stressless environment, a diverse but amazingly integrated class with such cool chemistry. You never know what you got till you lost them. We gave up studying, and went to Holland Village to chill and eat. We went to Starbucks where we met Celeste and AntChee studying and looking very exhausted for their lit paper the next day. Then we camped ourselves outside Cold Rock and continued talking till 1am! We felt like exams were over. HAHAHA.

FRIDAY:
Chemistry consultation with Pam, Titi & Tricia in the morning. We studied in school till 5 plus in the evening. The hub was super empty. Pam & I exchanged iPods for the entire day. She has so many nice nigga songs in her iPod, I like. Haha. We headed to Holland Village to meet Kahhwee, Jiayi & Jessica to study even more at Burger King!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESSICA! :D

So Pam and Jiayi went home at 9 and 10 respectively. At almost 11pm I think I was on the verge of becoming insane so I gave up looking through my books. Kahhwee & I went to have Frolick instead! We talked for a while then we had to go home already. ): I miss that girl a lot too!

I've been playing computer games today, sian. I'm going to study after this. Bye!

Shaine: I already have a low voice!

Xavier: Haha whatever! But yeah, haven't talked to you for quite a long time son!

Steven: Yes I know right. Everyone was just... sian after the paper. HAHA. Sad, sad.

XOXO

Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ' 10:45 PM

#684

Listening to: Letters To You (Acoustic) by Finch

I want you to know that I miss you, I miss you so.

This week will go by, feeling sian all the time. Next week will be anxiety and regret. The week after, numb with hopelessness and relief at the same time.

I think the new season of Heroes has started this week? Yay!

Studying at the library makes me want to read books all the time again. I borrowed 2 books on Adrian Mole, woohoo!

Steven: Maybe only the low voice and bushy eyebrows. Hahaha.

XOXO

Saturday, August 09, 2008 ' 7:52 PM

#683

Listening to: Anything But Ordinary by Avril Lavigne

Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out
I laugh myself to sleep
It's my lullaby
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger
I wanna scream
It makes me feel alive

Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please

To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme
So knock me off my feet
Come on now give it to me
Anything to make me feel alive

Let down your defences
Use no common sense
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, succulent,
opulent, permanent, no way
I wanna taste it
Don't wanna waste it away

All the best for prelims everyone! (:

Mandy: Haha oh I remember that one. So long ago, omg! Hahaha actually I don't know if the prelims thing is true but no use even if I know. I'm still super unprepared for prelims ahhhh!

Xiuru: Oh okayyy we'll see then! (:

Bernice: Hellohello, late nights at school are quite enjoyable eh? (; ROARRR HAHAHAHA.

Shaine: Yes that boy is my little brother! (:

Steven: Actually, my older brother and I totally don't look alike so, yeah. Haha.

Kerri: HAHAHA that phonecall was hilarious! I don't know why but you guys really do sound the same on the phone. Anyway, come to Bishan more often. It's the cool place to be haha. (:

XOXO

Friday, August 08, 2008 ' 1:55 AM

#682

Just watch the video. THE LITTLE BOY IS INSANELY ADORABLE!!!

XOXO

Monday, August 04, 2008 ' 8:34 PM

#681

Listening to: All I Have by Jennifer Lopez

Love is life
And life is living
It's very special

I went crazy counting the number of photos each individual of the class was in our class collage for our yearbook during math tutorial, instead of doing integration quietly and diligently. Mdm will be so unwilling to help me because she thinks I'm totally not working hard.

Kor's birthday cake is so rich with chocolate, it's incredibly yummy I'll get so fat gobbling them up harharhar.

Xiuru: Serious? Haha is it a school break now for them? Oh yeah I think it is! But how, prelims we can't go out. ):

Steven: That still doesn't change the fact that she's quite pretentious and fake. I dunno, just don't like her style that's all. :/

Mandy: Yeah man. When was our last 158 gathering? I think it was one year ago, and I remember only half of us made it! My friend says that if you fail your prelims you don't get your leaving cert to show that you graduated from AC, and that would be so horribleeeeeee. ): Everyone else says that's not true and only As is important, but still!

Shaine: Haha thank you! (:

Amelia: -.- Then you should confiscate all mirrors! HAHAHAHA. And pop yourself in the dustbin on your way out. YOU OWNSELF WATCH OUT.

XOXO

Sunday, August 03, 2008 ' 10:20 PM

#680

I thought maybe it was time I updated.

Anyway, today:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIG BRO! :D

Had celebratory dinner at Dempsey's B&J just now and it was cool. I had no idea the place was so big. I would totally get lost if I was alone. Okay on a more serious note, Prelims is only ONE WEEK AWAY. I'm so freaking unprepared and I'm certainly not exaggerating. At my current state, I would FAIL a J1 Promotionals paper. But I'm still not mugging my ass off and when I do study, I take 2 days to accomplish one chapter. When I say accomplish, I mean doing 20 questions and getting more than half of them wrong.

Two days of school this week, then it's all on my own. Mabel made me so scared for Prelims! But so what, I still ain't confident of passing. Just passing is such a big problem already. Okay shut up shut up, I'm not talking about this anymore.

Lots of things have happened these past few days. Let me try to recall.
Wednesday:
- School was cosily fun with half the class only.
- MRT-ed home with Titi, bumped into Narts & Marvyn at Bishan!

Thursday:
- Cabbed home with Andrea & Annabel.
- Billy's with Pam!
- Studied at Coffee Bean till late.

Friday:
- Bus-ed home with Andrea & Justine.
- Dinner at Raffles Town Club with Family.

Saturday:
- Physics mock test was a joke.
- Holland Village with Bernice & Tessa, Crystal Jade.
- Went home, then went to Holland Village again -.-
- Threaded eyebrows at Browhaus
- Went down to King Albert Park to study with Mabel & Pam
- Met Amelia & Kenneth!
- Mabel left at around 6.30pm.
- Studied with Pam till about 10.30pm.

My life is pretty boring right now, but guess nothing gets better than catching up in between study breaks for now! (:

Mandy: My name is too common! ): Hahahaha yes I met Gabby at the bus interchange on the day you scolded her, and she told me that the whole world is scolding her for not fulfilling her promise of organising our outing! HAHA. I really miss all of us getting together as the 6! Thank you dear, I know yours is in 3 weeks, so STUDY HARD! (:

Bernice: I think she's pretty but SHE IS SUCH A WANNABE!! Such a turn off, seriously.

XOXO