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Sunday, April 29, 2007 ' 11:52 PM

I was just re-doing my DISC Personality test thing because I found it. And I'm right! I'm no longer funny! I'm an unfunny person now :( I'm now SC. My mask, public self is a pure S, and my core, private self is a CI! So strange right. CI is a damn weird combination. I'll type out some info from the booklet for anyone who's interested in re-reading it la huh.

Graph 1: Mask, Public Self
Behavior Expected by Others
Everyone acts according to how they think other people expect them to act. This behavior is the public self, the person projected to others. Sometimes, there is no difference between the true person and their public self. However, the public self can be very different from the "real" person; it is a mask. Graph 1 is generated by the "Most" choices on The Personality System, and has the greatest potential for change.
(SI to S)

Graph 2: Core, Private Self
Instinctive Response To Pressure
Everyone has learned responses from the past: consequently, these are behaviors which the person accepts about him/herself. Under pressure or tension, these learned behaviors become prominent. This is the graph which is the least likely to change because these are natural and ingrained responses. A person's behavior under pressure may be drastically different than his/her behavior in Graphs 1 and 3.
(huh serious. because mine changed super drastically. I was SID last time, and now CI?!)

Graph 3: Mirror, Percieved Self
Self Image, Self Identity
Everyone envisions him/her self in a particular way. Graph 3 displays the mental picture that one has of him/her self, the self image or self identity. Graph 3 combines the learned responses from one's past with the current expected behavior from the environment. Change in one's perception can occur, but it is usually gradual and based on the changing demands of one's environment.
(SI to SC)

Different Graphs Indicate Change or Transition
- If Graph 1 is different than Graph 2, the demands of the environment are forcing behavior that is not congruent with the core, or instinctive behavior. In such a situation, a person trying to modify his/her behavior to meet the demands of the environment will most likely experience stress.
- If Graph 1 is different than Graph 2, but similar to Graph 3, the individual has been able to successfully alter his/her behavior to meet the demands of the environment without altering his/her core. This individual is probably fairly comfortable with the behavior shown in Graph 3 (Perceived Self), and is probably not experiencing stress.
- If Graph 1 is different than Graph 3, an individual may be in a period of growth (and discomfort) while he/she attempts to alter behavior to meet the demands of a new environment. A person's behavior may fluctuate during this period of adjustment.

SC: Peacemaker.
Individuals who are Peacemakers exhibit a kind nature that is also very detail orientated. They care about people and possess the qualities that make them very meticulous at task completion. They want a steady environment which promotes security. Usually, they like to think issues through carefully, weighing how a decision will affect people. Peace-makers want facts and figures before they will make a decision. They feel uneasy when put in a situation where they feel deserted, or when forced to make a quick decision; especially if their decision will affect others. Peacemakers like people, but prefer to only have a few close friends. Given a choice, they would choose a small group rather than a crowd. Since they are highly sensitive, Peacemakers do not handle criticism well, as they have tried to do their best. Exactness is imperative in everything Peacemakers do. Often keeping their feelings to themselves, others may not be aware of their strong beliefs. Peacemakers are loyal to the leaders they support, and are excellent people to have on their team.

Pssst, btw, Mother Theresa is also a Peacemaker. I swear I am always associated with her. What, am I her reincarnation or something? Ohhh okay okay I'll stop, don't throw eggs at me. Omg it's damn late. I want to sleep now, goodnight.

XOXO

' 1:04 AM

My Celebrity Look-alikes

6th attempt.

NOOOOOOOOOOO NOT STEPHEN CHOW AGAIN! :(((((((

And omg what Mother Theresa! Not okay! That Aung San Suu Kyi person's face damn unglam. How can I look like her! >: (

4 times - Stephen Chow :@
2 times - Song Hye Gyo, Kana, Ashley Tisdale, Mother Theresa, Aung San Suu Kyi, Hunter Tylo.

Sigh. Say I'm bored.
I'm up to episode 4 for both Prison Break and Heroes. Damn nice la, found an awesome website to watch Heroes, super high quality, uber enjoyable (:

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http://www.myheritage.com

XOXO

' 12:58 AM

My Celebrity Look-alikes

-.- omg Stephen Chow again! WTH. Seriously I do not look like him okay! But Ashley Tisdale? :) And HAHA Mother Theresa!!! HAHAHA.

http://www.myheritage.com

XOXO

' 12:50 AM

My Celebrity Look-alikes

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com.
Get one for yourself.

Haha yes I look like Song Hye-Gyo! Erwin also told me that last time, sigh, but he says he doesn't think I should take it as a compliment. :( But why man, I think she's quite pretty. And Takuya Kimura hahahaha he's damn hot! Stephen Chow? -.- no comments. I don't want to look like him, but, TWICE?! Ashley Tisdale is fine :) Sammi Cheng? Okay lor.

So far twice: Song Hye Gyo, Stephen Chow, Kana, Ashley Tisdale.

XOXO

' 12:34 AM

My Celebrity Look-alikes

My cool celebrity look-alike collage from MyHeritage.com.
Get one for yourself.

My 3rd try.

And Ashley Tisdale (72%)

as well as Martine McCutcheon (72%)

XOXO

Saturday, April 28, 2007 ' 11:43 PM

So cool. I'm doing this celebrity face lookalike thing here:

http://www.myheritage.com/

I got
- BoA (72%)

- Preity Zinta(71%)

- Matsushima Nanako

- Janie Tienphosuwan

- Kavya Madhavan

- Katherine Mansfield(-.-)

- and Takizawa Hideaki(who's a Japanese guy).

Seriously this is fun. I'm going to try more photos now.

Okay second try. I got:
- Kana (80%)

- Joi Ito (76%. WTH this is such an insult! He's an old man!)

- OMG OMG STEPHEN CHOW (75% WHAT THE!)

- Bonnie Pink (75%)

- Zoe Tay (75%)

- Delta Goodrem (74% yes! I think she's damn pretty)

- Woranuch Wongsawan (73%)

- Norkys Batista (71%)

- Leslie Cheung (71%. with all due respect, but seriously?!)

- Aung San Suu Kyi (70%)

XOXO

Thursday, April 26, 2007 ' 9:29 PM

School's been quite fine, only I'm still not getting enough sleep, even though my work hasn't improved much. Sigh. Dont want to say much, I'll let the post get flooded with pictures.

Monday

haha damn funny! we just found this on the whiteboard in chem tutorial, so I quickly went to snap a picture before our teacher came because it's quite amusing. In case you can't see the words, this is what it says:
A: Nice boobs.
B: *Bish!!* Watch your mouth!

Pam and Jem flirting. Nahh kidding la! HAH.

At Adam Food Centre with Justine and Weeyong.

I personally think that it is a very nicely taken artistic picture of an almost empty plate of nasi lemak, consumed by a person with poor table etiquette. (ahem Weeyong)

Wednesday

After track meet. Titi and his two medals. (although he's supposed to get four!)

Shopping with Shirsy at Queensway. Look at how dirty her wallet is, compared to the original!

Today

The ultimate GG PW group. Justine is doing all the work, with nice Irvin helping her out there, while Yujing and Natasha are sleeping! HAHA POOR JUSTINE :( Nice shot which I'm glad I caught! But no la, I'm not laughing at them! I'm like practically useless in my group anyway.

HAPPY 18TH DEAR MIN! I LOVE YOU :D

Sobs. My white polo has a patch of stain, from the oil of the lanes.

I love Min and Min loves me, yay! The love. <>

Xin is sooo cute la!

Amelia and Stef, ultimate camwhores (:

Oh Elvin sent me home after training just now. So nice! :) I was pleasantly surprised, haha. Gonna treat him to lunch next week, or maybe a few lunches. Hahh I love my bowling team. CAN'T WAIT FOR TRAINING YES!

XOXO

Monday, April 23, 2007 ' 8:56 PM

Hahaha I think Pam's laughter damn cute! Just watched Prison Break season one episode two hahahaha I feel happy. Went to watch Wild Hogs with Xinfu yesterday! Haha the movie's damn retardedly funny. And at night we caught the new bus with the coooooool white seats, omg don't know how to explain, but I took pictures, super nice I tell you!

Hot stuff ain't it? HAHA. Went to meet Weeyong together with Justine today after school, at Adam Food Centre. Just for a short while to catch up and all. Haven't seen him in weeks! Took lots of retarded pictures, which I'll post next time because I shouldn't spend too much time on blogging. Thennn I went to Junction 8 to have dinner with dear Natalie! She big shot la, whole day busy studying, the last time I saw her was like... Since Thanksgiving mass I think. Haha and we chatted and gossiped and it was oh-so-fun! And now, sigh, it's time to do work again. Loads of overdue work I might add.

1) PW
2) Math Tutorial 6
3) Chemical Kinetics Tutorial
4) Physics Tutorial 4 Questions 1 to 3

Hahaha I think if you remember my work from my previous posts, they are like quite repetitive right. Shows how much work I actually complete. HAH. Okay I think I'll try to finish PW? Since it's a group thing. But wait, I don't have any idea how to do. Maybe I should do my physics first, since I think I can finish it the fastest. Yay alright. Go man.

XOXO

Sunday, April 22, 2007 ' 10:19 AM

I AM DAMN HUNGRY. I WANT CHICKEN FROM BREKO HOWEVER YOU SPELL THAT NOW NOW NOW!

XOXO

Saturday, April 21, 2007 ' 10:19 PM

Hennnnn hao. I didn't do any work today! Training in the morning at Victor's Superbowl, although after training we realised that there WERE Yishun Safra lanes available, just that someone heard wrongly. =/ Hahah we'll only have ONE more training there. How!

Oh the lineup has been decided. I'm in Team Two (I think), with Amelia Sheryl Limin! :))) I love my team. Team One's all MG girls. Victoria Juliana Joyce Michelle. Alright time to train hard! Yeahhh can't wait for trainings, damn fun!

Went to Suntec with Joanna after training. Juliana helped Jo and I bring our bowling bags home. We had lunch at NYDC. I had lasagne, my all-time favourite! :D But it's smaller than the one served at the Wheelock NYDC though :( Then Jo bought yogurt, and we walked over to Millennia, I bought stuff from Candy Empire. Then her dad arrived, and fetched me to City Hall MRT station! So nice :)

Then at home, I slept for four hours, niceee. Have been stoning in front of the computer since then. Hahaha. Talk about procrastinating man.

Things to do:
1) PW stuff (which I've forgotten what I'm supposed to do)
2) Chemical Kinetics tutorial
3) Math tutorial 6
4) Physics tutorial 4 questions 1 to 3
5) Study for Chemistry SPA
6) Try to fathom all of Math, Chemistry & Physics. =/
7) Pack my room.

Ahhh me Amelia Joanna Stefanie went to Sheryl's place to celebrate Xin's birthday yesterday! She was there studying :) And KenLee came afterwards too! Me and Jo met on the bus, then we went to Island Cremery to meet up with Amelia and Stef. I met Samantha Lee there! Gosh I miss her! :( Class outing again soon? :)))

Anyway omg Sheryl's dog Cheeky is SUPERRRR CUTE I SWEAR!!!!!!!! Sooooo small and puny and sooooooooo adorable, like a soft toy you know! Omg I LOVE CHEEKY. :DDDDD Went to some Pie place to have dinner. Darn hungry. Apple pie there wasn't good though. Afterwards Stef and Jo left.

The rest of us camwhored a lot and shortly after Amelia and I left. And I took a bloody long time to get home because. I thought there was gonna be bus 156 but nooooo I forgot it isn't until Sixth Avenue. So I took 154 and was intending to drop off at Trellis Towers BUT I just HAD to fall asleep. And miss my stop. When I woke up I was at some Sims Avenue ulu place which I had never gone to before. I dropped and walked across and took 154 back. And dropped at the wrong bus stop thanks. So frustrated so I took bus 8 to TP interchange instead. And decided to take 56 because it'll go to the stop outside my house, then don't have to walk so much. Walked and walked looking for the bus stop, then realised I was at the bus stop in the wrong direction. Nice. Walked to the NEXT stop which is quite a distance away, waited at least 10 blasted minutes for the bus. And yay, reached home at around 11pm. I left Sheryl's house at 9.30pm okay! WTH.

Anyway, pictures.

Amelia me

Xinnnnnnnnn! <333>

Xin me Sheryl!

Hahaha Xin I totally understand how you feel! No la, just kidding Amelia!

High fashion I tell you.

Tsktsk these girls. Obscene!

Alright I took a long time to blog all these out. I'm hungry, going to find something to eat. Haha I gained one kg la, I'm so sadddd :( Eat too much already nowadays. Getting fatter :((((

XOXO