i love you , boy

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ' 11:19 PM

I LOVE MANDY OENI!!!

Mandy wrote me such a sweet and long testimonial thingy on friendster! Heehee I'll post everything here so I can like, read again next time. Friendster's so hard to track.

I MISS CRAZY FF MOMENTS WITH YOU WEEDS. :(

i wanna see you in school everyday again and see you forever smiling to yourself, and your incessant laughters that suddenly burst out of nowhere.

i miss you and your mirror and how everyone else in class especially ANIMAL FARM is always snatching for it.

I miss you being the treasurer, cos har de har, i still have the class fund with me and it's supposed to be YOUR responsibility!!! nevermind, we use it to treat ourselves to island creamery kay? after all the HARDWORK we've done over the year! HAHA. by the way we still owe YAPPYDOODLES 100+ bucks right. heh. or is it 50? ahh, he's damn nice can, never even chase us for the money! even though we always bully him and never listen in on his lessons.

I miss sitting at the back of the class with you and 158 during physics, and how you, jane and seng rushed to sit in front for maths towards the end of the year cos you all started panickin

i miss sitting next to you during lit and english. and how we get so freaked out by mag low and getting all flustered when she gets the whole row to stand up.

i miss GOING HOME BUS RIDES WITH YOU, which will never ever happen again cos you moved house. :(

i miss you and your all-favourite sour plum bubble tea.

i even miss you forever writing letters to narts and making up again in the end.

i miss lusting over tatsuya with you.

i miss our crazy gayle dance.

i miss our mr brown podcasts.

i miss our 2-hour phone calls which result from our indecisiveness in planning something.

i miss you coming over to my house.

i miss you planning that surprise for me with seng and animal farm.

i miss going for school concerts/singapore idol with you.

i miss the way you didnt wanna answer when we called you dingding cos you found out what it meant.

i miss the rambly tags you left on my blog.

i miss the bbq at your house.

i miss hugging you during masses.

i miss everything.

I MISS YOU LARH WEEDS. :[

I'M SO TOUCHED :D I LOVE MANDY SO MUCH, IT'S JUST INDESCRIBABLE. THIS MUST BE TRUE LOVE (: HAHAHAHAHAHA.

XOXO

Sunday, June 24, 2007 ' 2:22 PM

Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it

I miss Natalie Hilary Lim Jing Yi. I want to hang out with her soooooon ):

XOXO

Saturday, June 23, 2007 ' 10:46 PM

Erase myself, and let go of what I've done

Yo yo yo, Imma just go chill while I let them pictures do da talkin'.

XOXO

' 1:43 AM

More than words is all I ever needed you to show

Haha, can't go on a hiatus without my loyal blog readers pestering me to update. Hah kidding! (: Summary of the week: Ineffective studying outdoors (although indoor studying = most ineffective of all)

Alright but the ultimate best day of the week to cheer me up was Thursday!!! Studied with my greatest friends of all time - MANDY OENI AND RACHEL CHEONG :D

Hahaha silly people, seems like half the world is getting attached right now. Hello I counted the people in my class! THIRTEEN OF THEM MAYBE.

Anyway, Serene Centre with both of my lovely girlfriends made my week!!! We studied (not a lot), talked much more about our lives, and what's with all the bgrs. Hahha and we were saying how cool would it be to chart 4/3's status - who's single and who's not. Practically all my ij friends in CJC have gotten attached -.-

I REALLY REALLY LOVE IJ.

I realised something.

You know among my AC friends, I usually get asked why I always look sad most of the time right.

But in IJ, my friends always shoot me,"Why are you smiling to yourself!"

This, is the difference. The difference, the sense of belonging, which makes me smile to myself all day simply because I feel happy. I feel happy so I smile to myself lah, cannot ah.

Oh dear, I'm not all that sad and emo now in school, but I don't usually do the smiling to myself thing very often now. And to all my AC friends: I DO love all of you okay! (: But I have to admit that I'm not very attached to AC, not like I am to IJ. Who am I kidding, it's not easy to rub off 10 years just like that.

I'm just saying, our level of tightness different lah. Haha a true friend is so hard to find. One who understands how you feel about stuff, you know I think that kind of friends are priceless like one-in-a-million. Don't worry AC friends I still love you! :D

Guys. AC guys make me fear guys. I feel like turning lesbian.

Wahaha. Go and die lah self-centered bastards. Okay I'm going to sleep.

Tomorrow's my little brother's birthday! Whooo means half a day of studying = gone (:

XOXO

Thursday, June 21, 2007 ' 1:31 AM

Oh, look what you've done, you've made a fool of everyone

HAHAHA OMG I SWEAR THIS IS SUPER CUTE. WATCH THE VIDEO!
I DON'T CARE YOU BETTER WATCH IT. ESPECIALLY YOU AMELIA TOH. GO GO GO WATCH!

Isn't the baby adorable? Kenneth showed me the video. Hahaha damn cute damn cute. Ahhhahahahahahahaha. Guys I'm like too lazy to blog so just, bear with the stagnant-ness. I'm going to Serene Centre to study with Mandy and Cheong later yayyyy (: (: (:

XOXO

Sunday, June 17, 2007 ' 10:40 PM

Where troubles melt like lemondrops, away above the chimney tops

Hey everybody! HT in the house again!

Alright PW today was quite fun I guess. Although we did more than just project work. Hahahahah. Lots of EXCITING STUFF happened, but it's too private, so I can't disclose it here. We watched youtube videos, read blogs, logged on to friendster to check out some random profiles, etc. Haha! Stupid Elvin left a dumb comment for Stef using MY friendster account la, wth. But me and Stef how tight! She totally knew it wasn't me la. ;D And Jem and Elvin, those jokers, left a tag in Pam's blog in Tessa's name!

Pictures!
WARNING: Viewer discretion is advised.
PG-13 - Parents strongly cautioned. Some material may be inappropriate for children under 13.

Elvin with my jacket, haha retarded. It looked like it was going to tear anytime! But my lousy camera couldn't capture the essence of the tightness :(

Told you. Elvin thinks his summation kicks ass.

Hahaha Tessa was taking pictures, and we were a little too late :(

Sasaaaaa! (Sorry for looking sleepy all the time, but I don't know why like that -_-)

HAHAHA OMG THEY ARE DAMN EMBARRASSING.

Titi came to meet us in the early evening, while we were still at NLB. Then we went our separate ways. Yixuan Titi don't know where they went, hmmph anti-social people, didn't even say bye to us. Hahahah, but I still love them (: Jem went back home to prepare to go for polo training, Tessa Elvin and I went to town. Elvin was going to meet his friend. Tessa accompanied me to get something for my Dad. After Elvin met his friend, Tessa and I went to meet Samuel. Bought tiramisu and chocolate eclair from Beard Papa for Daddy and family, oishii desu! Walked around a little, then we decided to go home.

Have you guys watched Britain's Got Talent? It's something like American Idol I think? Haha don't know. Elvin showed us this video. Watch this! Freaking kickass, seriously.

XOXO

' 2:35 AM

From the depths of my soul, it's beyond my control

Haha Stef you suck la, you know what. I went to your video link on your blog, and I laughed so hard I think I woke up my whole family! :( Don't mind okay, I'm posting the video up here, because it's so damn funny I should share (:

Everyone WATCH! It's seriously hilarious.

Oh and Stef's funny message. I asked the bowling girls out for ACSian Theatre's latest production Bang Bang You're Dead. When I asked her if I should ask the guys too, she replied: No way. I want ALL GIRLS. I hate guys. Stupid creatures, don't know why they were introduced to our world.

Hahaha she never fails to make me laugh (:

Anyway studied with Joshua today at Millienia Walk. Quite fruitful. I think it's quite a good place to study at. Several fast food restaurants/coffee places to choose from. Relatively quiet when it's not meal times. Mainly, the ambience is great. On the other hand, the airport was quite a bad experience. Walked a lot around the place, because we kept getting chased out. Hmmph. I think Starbucks in Paragon works nicely too. AS LONG AS I get the cushion seats, hah!

Hmm project work with Tessa Yixuan Elvin Jeremy tomorrow at the National Library. Which happens to be Father's Day. I haven't gotten my Daddy anything. Now is there anything I can get, I mean I buy him cake most of the time. Boring. But I can't get him anything cold, nor anything too heaty. Tough tough, I don't like buying presents :(

XOXO

Saturday, June 16, 2007 ' 12:56 AM

And as I look into your eyes, I see an angel in disguise...

I LOVE a1.

Words can't contain the emotion that wells up inside of me whenever I hear their songs, their lyrics. Wonderful wonderful a1, I wish they could regroup again!

... Sent from god above
For me to love
To hold and idolise

And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And gave me air so I can breathe
You open doors that close
In a world where anything goes
You give me strength so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth just like a rose

And when I feel like hope is gone
You give me strength to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine turns to rain
Just like a rose

Okay, studied with Weeyong on Thursday and Friday! Quite fruitful on the first day because it really got me into studying mood, but, Friday, it didn't quite work that well anymore. Lazy to elaborate much about both days so I'll just post pictures!

Hahaha look at the difference between our worksheets! (Mine's the neater one, obviously) XD

This is such a cool picture. He looks like he's drinking his mocha frap right! Hahaha I realised it this afternoon when I was looking through the pictures in my camera la.

I'm studying diligently! Hah! (:

Grrrr why am I so un-photogenic! >: ( Elmo Elmo!

Damn cute, I couldn't resist.

Three different kinds of Eeyore. All not cute, haha.

This was done on Friday! I DIDN'T DO IT. WEEYONG HOR. Can't blame him, he's just stating the facts. HAHAHA. Kidding la.

I told him he should leave room for imagination and stop taking pictures of me!

The unprofessional paparazzi just couldn't resist.

Hahaha! Look at his lines, so slanted!

And this, I just HAD to take a picture. Can't stand it, I'm so artistic. Hahaha XD

Eh but don't you think it deserves some commendation or something? Okay fine I just needed to show off a bit, haha. As in at least you can tell it's supposed to be a mechanical pencil, can you? Hmm nevermind, if Sze Yenn ever sees this, I bet she'll laugh until she rolls on the floor.

Okay I'm going to study with Joshua tomorrow. Goodnight! Studying is really tiring :(

XOXO

Wednesday, June 13, 2007 ' 11:01 PM

The littlest things that take me there

What I've been doing for the past five days. Oh my gosh, someone should just shoot me. Can you imagine. Five days, JUST for filing? What about studying?!?!?!

jkwhefkwhiregbijrbgibriugbuiegb itg ing

Eh but, heehee, neat right? I feel proud of myself to a certain extent. The satisfaction of seeing those obnoxious pieces of paper safely held in the nice hard cover ring files. Muahaha.

Okay, back to studying chemistry. Ten freaking chapters. Now now this won't work. Must. Use. Reverse. Psychology. Hello chemistry, do you know, I adore you very much? I absolutely love love chemistry, heyhey, I love chemistry between people too. Hahaha oh chemmmm, how you complete my life. How would I live without you, oh great chemistry. If I could, I would kiss your foot. But you don't have one. Ohhh my dear chemistry you are the one for me.

Chemistry, you and I are one. Heeheex LuRbExZ eUu 4eVa! ^_^

I think I need some sedatives or something.

XOXO

' 5:19 PM

It's all... it's all... it's all...

You're my sunshine after the rain
You're the cure against my fear and my pain
'Cause I’m losing my mind
When you're not around
It's all... it's all...

I'm almost done with filing all my worksheets. Can't expect to study properly if my worksheets are all over the place. I know I'm bloody late with all the studying stuff, but I'm trying here, trying to just pull everything together. It's hard. I couldn't find so many of my chemistry lecture notes just now, and I got so frustrated I just wanted to scream my lungs out. But then, I remembered the stack of notes I brought to the chalet, hahaha. And there they were, in my bag (:

I love reminicising old times.

It’s all because of you.

XOXO

' 12:55 AM

Take 'em to the bridge

I am so blown away, by....
THIS!

iM beatboxing Rain's "I'm Coming"

AND, THIS:
iM bboxing Sexy Back.

With all courtesy to wonderful Shirsy! :D

ATETOINTN SKIENEG SUCM says:
haha so impressive, they're like 10000000x better than my feeble puffs of air haha

Heehee looks like we've a lot of work to do, eh.

XOXO

Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ' 9:33 PM

So don't you bring me down today

Omg this is oldies madness I'm uploading all the old old nice pop songs of my primary school days into my mp3 player. Hahahaha d'you know I'm quite a big fan of Michael Jackson. His songs are like wow, pioneered. I especially love love love his album 'Dangerous', everything is like, I don't know, indescribably (however you spell it) gorgeous. Songs, album cover, everything!

Guys who didn't watch his LDs should go watch!! If not you are so missing out on the good stuff. I have like, 2 or 3 of his LDs, excellent lovelies. But there aren't any LD players in my house anymore I think :( Funny that his songs still oddly seem quite modern to me, I mean, those of Dangerous. Do you know the album came out in 1991!!!

Lovely days of the past. *NSYNC, a1 I miss them ahhhh.

(:

Haha I just counted the number of songs of different languages I have in my mp3 player. 288 english, 302 chinese/cantonese, 149 korean/japanese, 476 soundtracks from games/tv shows, 12 podcasts/miscellaneous. All these add up to 1227 tracks, which doesn't tally with the correct total of 1208. Aiyah I don't care, too lazy to recount. Woah I didn't know those soundtracks from games and drama serials took up like close to 40% of my total space. But you must understand each soundtrack can have up to 70 songs. Considering I have the complete soundtrack for games like Chrono Cross, Final Fantasy VIII, FF X, FFx2, Kingdom Hearts, KH 2, and partial for FF7, FF9, etc, so yah (: Hahaha fun lehhh.

XOXO

Monday, June 11, 2007 ' 1:33 PM

The silent cries, the silent cries.

You scored as French/Spanish/OtherLanguage, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in a foreign language, especially French or Spanish as they have a greater use in today's world. But other languages could be useful to you as well, such as Chinese, Japanese, German, Italian, or many others. With a major in a foreign language you could teach, or work for a company as a translator or foreign correspondant.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. A minor in a foriegn language is useful for ANY major. Also, business or political science are great minors for a foreign language major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

88%

Psychology/Sociology

75%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

69%

English/Journalism/Comm

69%

Visual&PerformingArts

63%

Mathematics/Statistics

63%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

63%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

56%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

50%

HR/BusinessManagement

50%

Education/Counseling

38%

Religion/Theology

38%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

38%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

31%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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XOXO

Friday, June 08, 2007 ' 7:40 PM

We live in a real world, I'm just a real girl. I know exactly where I stand

Stefanie Chen! I didn't blog for a few days and I get this MIA from you, what's this! Hahaha everybody in the house yo! I'm back from my 3 days 2 nights stay in Sentosa Costa Sands resort. (:

I was just uploading my pictures, then I realised that I could have taken so many nice nice pictures and everything, but I didn't, because I was too lazy to take out my camera. Ahaha. All photos I took can be found below, and, a video. Kumkong ah, haha I learnt this new term to scold people. Kumkong. Hahahaha.

Will blog in detail about the chalet later, I wanna go have dinner now. Doodoodoooo byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...

XOXO

Tuesday, June 05, 2007 ' 12:22 AM

And I see no bravery, no bravery in your eyes anymore. Only sadness.

Some very random and long overdue pictures. Mostly bowling. 6 months into AC bowling, I've learned that the AC bowling girls from TKGS are total camwhores. Hahaha, really.

Mabel being spastic, haha! Funny ah, trying to eat my bun.

Tessa in the background. First PW group meeting at Starbucks (:

Steven eating very homely-ly in Pepper Lunch.

Our cool jibua hangers from Arianne and Beatrix!

Artistic shot of our bowling shirt taken by Javier. Hmm I guess he's honing his phototaking skills or something, hahaha.

Also Javier-ed.

Whoohoo hello Amelia doubles partner :D

Vic's team Quartet Champion.

Elvin's team Quartet second runner-up.

ACJC Bowling Boys Overall Second Runner-up.

Our nice and shiny trophies!

Love the bling.

Beancurbs for you? Dinner with Stef Sarah Min that night.

Stef's manicure (:

Retarded reflection in the MRT (Me Mandy Steven Shaine). Long story lurhh. Hahaha, should get the Steven Gone Wrong picture, damn funny!

Okay so what happened today was, bowling friendly with many many schools like ACS(I), ACS Barker, SCGS, TKGS, MGS, SJI. Hmm Joel said IJ Bowling coaches and teachers didn't reply to their invitation, so sad. No wonder throughout my four years there I never got to participate in any bowling stuff related to ACJC! Haha I'll bet there're some politics involved.

Since we're like the organisers, most of us went there and had nothing to do, so some of us - me Stef Jo Javier Sheryl, etc rented lanes and bowled with house balls, and we either went on the lanes with our shoes or birks, or just went barefooted! Madness la, hahaha but omg I had SO MUCH FUN! I was like laughing like mad and everything because Stef formed team with Javier, then me and Jo, and we competed against each other. Hahha but stupid Stef won with like 148 against my 67! Luck only okay, I giving you chance. Besides, don't you know? Pro-er bowlers bowl worse with a house ball! HAHAHA. Seriously it was damn dumb because I can throw longkang, miss all my spares and everything. Today was really worth the time there man (:

After friendly was over, we had team lunch at Parkway Royal Hotel or whatever that hotel is called, near Beach Road. Ate sooo much. Haha and my order of taking food was all wrong. Because I took desert first, then the sashimi, then prawns and soft-shell crabs, lastly salad and fruits. Haaaa! Super nice and satisfied (:

After that we took plenty of photos, and filled in the voting forms for the choosing the bowling committee members of 2008. But sadly jibua, we'll only know the results of the voting when school reopens. That's like, another three more weeks. So long!

Me Amelia Victoria Joanna Stefanie Xin Min Juliana Arianne Clifton KennethLee Joel Javier Augustine went to Vivocity to walk and shop. Didn't buy anything though, haha I'm quite broke. My bank is left with a single digit that's what I can tell you. (:

Jo and I went to town at 5ish since she had an appointment at 6.30, I went since it was on the way home, and anyway I was free. Went to Far East since I wanted to get a bikini. Saw Fipor at Mondo! Hahaha such a coincidence! Went to the basement and got my bikini, which still cost about $30 :( Wanted to get a cheaper one from other places, but oh well, don't care already. Yay can't wait to go tanning! Haha I don't like my fair complexion. I look like I have cancer or something sometimes, and it's worse because I've such pronounced eyebags.

Okay hardcore mugging tomorrow! Free day the whole day yay, going to stay at home and study by myself. Everyone goes to Guthrie House that area to study, so far! I don't like to go there, transport is so inconvenient. Hahah I'm so gonna own Elvin. At math and physics and chemistry! He doesn't even have his math file with him! Loser HAHAHA (:

XOXO