i love you , boy

Saturday, June 23, 2007 ' 1:43 AM

More than words is all I ever needed you to show

Haha, can't go on a hiatus without my loyal blog readers pestering me to update. Hah kidding! (: Summary of the week: Ineffective studying outdoors (although indoor studying = most ineffective of all)

Alright but the ultimate best day of the week to cheer me up was Thursday!!! Studied with my greatest friends of all time - MANDY OENI AND RACHEL CHEONG :D

Hahaha silly people, seems like half the world is getting attached right now. Hello I counted the people in my class! THIRTEEN OF THEM MAYBE.

Anyway, Serene Centre with both of my lovely girlfriends made my week!!! We studied (not a lot), talked much more about our lives, and what's with all the bgrs. Hahha and we were saying how cool would it be to chart 4/3's status - who's single and who's not. Practically all my ij friends in CJC have gotten attached -.-

I REALLY REALLY LOVE IJ.

I realised something.

You know among my AC friends, I usually get asked why I always look sad most of the time right.

But in IJ, my friends always shoot me,"Why are you smiling to yourself!"

This, is the difference. The difference, the sense of belonging, which makes me smile to myself all day simply because I feel happy. I feel happy so I smile to myself lah, cannot ah.

Oh dear, I'm not all that sad and emo now in school, but I don't usually do the smiling to myself thing very often now. And to all my AC friends: I DO love all of you okay! (: But I have to admit that I'm not very attached to AC, not like I am to IJ. Who am I kidding, it's not easy to rub off 10 years just like that.

I'm just saying, our level of tightness different lah. Haha a true friend is so hard to find. One who understands how you feel about stuff, you know I think that kind of friends are priceless like one-in-a-million. Don't worry AC friends I still love you! :D

Guys. AC guys make me fear guys. I feel like turning lesbian.

Wahaha. Go and die lah self-centered bastards. Okay I'm going to sleep.

Tomorrow's my little brother's birthday! Whooo means half a day of studying = gone (:

XOXO