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Thursday, July 26, 2007 ' 9:51 PM

Slap the face. Then move on.

Sometimes reality has a way of sneaking up and biting us in the ass. And when the dam bursts, all you can do is swim. The world of pretend is a cage, not a cocoon. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. We are tired, we are scared, and denying it doesn't change the truth. Sooner or later we have to put aside our denial and face the world, head on, guns blazing... Denial. It's not just a river in Egypt. It's a freakin' ocean. So how do you keep from drowning in it?

Oh my god, I lost my ezlink card. That's just great, fabulous.

I'm terribly tired. How do people cope, I don't know. All I know is, I'm supposed to print a poster for College Bowl, and do EoM, and finish up WR introduction, and do econs DRQ, and do integration tutorial. I'm not anywhere close.

Had exco meeting after school today, we're setting up the college bowl booth tomorrow, people please do join! We'll be selling college bowl shirts soon, probably next week or the week after next. I know you guys may think $15 is a bit steep, but it's inclusive of lane fees (which isn't cheap), and transport from school. And you know, join for the fun of it!

Went to mount faber to bowl after the meeting with Stef, my lovely doubles partner for the upcoming SMU competition this Saturday (: But you know what, it was so late, they were going to have this competition thing, so we only managed to bowl one game okay. Hah, but it's better than nothing I guess.

Now I'm fat and tired and I hate myself for not being efficient enough to even cope with group work, the very same things which people like Tessa have put so much effort into and I'm not even doing what I should. It's not like I'm having a hard life, I'm not.

And Brandon, thank you so much for your encouragement! :D Really that was very very nice of you and I felt much better after reading it, thanks a lot really! (: So yeah, I'll try to work hard, I really don't want to get retained. You too okay? Study hard!

XOXO