i love you , boy

Sunday, October 28, 2007 ' 10:50 PM

Firstly, I got advanced. A pity economics wasn't moderated, it could have let us promote/advance. ACJC's promotion criteria is: 2 H2 passes & 1 H1 pass. (S counts as a fail) The advancement criteria is 1 H2 pass & 1 H1 pass.

H1 Physics - C
H1 GP - D
H2 Mathematics - E
H2 Economics - S
H2 Chemistry - U

I've to take the JC2 Supplementary Exam at the start of next year, all for the people who advanced. So studying/working/bowling during holidays, joy.

To Justine, my dearest friend in AC, no matter what the result is, it has been an incredible year with you around, and my best moments were no doubt, spent with you. I hope you won't blame yourself for what happened because, you put in so much effort, no one expected this to happen. You don't deserve this, it shouldn't be this way. But, maybe, it might be better. You might rise above the others next year. I'm sorry, I hate the way things have turned out. It was amazing, how fate put us together this whole year. It was God right? Even though I don't believe in religion for a lot of things, but certain kinds, I know there's a higher being involved.

We are in the same OG, we live near each other. We are both DSAers. We were born one day apart. We got into the same class, PAE and JAE. We stuck to each other, even though there was this one period in the middle of the year. This, cannot be a mere coincidence. You were there with me, for a reason. You are my person. (If you watch Grey's Anatomy, you would understand. How Meredith & Cristina are.) Everything important in my life, major or minute, I tell you. I have never been this close to someone before, and I'm so so thankful and grateful that I could depend on you for comfort if I ever got sad, because you never fail to cheer me up. I'm sorry for all the times I neglected you or hurt your feelings.

I don't know, next year? I don't know.

Friday, took a while to sink in. When my tears dropped in the lobby, it hit me like a bomb shell. I finally realised what it meant, that word. It was like, flesh being cut from my skin. I'm sorry Justine, if I made you feel worse. But, they just kept flowing I couldn't stop.

I love you my dearest friend. I know you're probably thinking, what for? All the hard work, nothing in the end? It may be hard, but I hope you'll stick by the belief, that God will credit you when the time is right. Don't be disheartened my friend. You, are one of the last few people I would ever consider useless. You are anything, but useless. Your parents, siblings may be disappointed, but don't ever ever blame yourself okay? You have tried so so so hard, much harder than most of the people I know. Harder than 90% of the people reading this. They may pon school, pon lessons, but they get through anyway, it's only because they are luckier. Seriously Justine, it's the luck.

Go on girl, all the way. I'm always behind you.

Kahhwee: Hey let's meet up soon alright! Sorry I can't go for the job thing, my CCABB camp just happens to be on that weekend ):

Xavier: Good job on promo papers! Continue working hard, and ace the class (:

Felicia: I'm glad you love the PSP! Buy games soon okay, I wanna playyyy. Hahahaha. And errr, did I ask whether you were ever late? Kidding lah, hahaha yeah Elvin looks spastic doesn't he! Kudos to Justine who captured that moment on film, haaaa!

Xiuru: Yes Ugly Betty is sooo nice, isn't it! And Henry, iFaint.

Mandy: Grey's songs are sad, but nice (: CAN WE MEET UP SOON. I think I said this for like, at least 6 times already, hahaha.

Bernice: You totally are a blog stalker. Haha. I'm going to watch Gilmore Girls, after I clear more TV shows, yay.

Justine: Hahaha no you're so cute lahhh, love love.

Karen: Karen Karen Karen! Waddup Karen! :D

XOXO