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Thursday, January 10, 2008 ' 9:43 PM

So run, Yoshimi, run

Listening to: I Can't Hear The Music by James Blunt

Ahmagawd I reached home at 9 plus today. How about I feel giddy and nauseous everyday recently whenever I get tired. This sucks damn badly.

Love! I miss my holiday. Haha.

I know that I do not excel in my studies nor bowling. So while I'm working half-heartedly on improving my studies, and desperately trying to be a better bowler, I can only hope to do my job as a vice-captain well.

Today I painfully realised that these three parts of my life have intertwined consequences. ):

Ms Cadence Wong told me that I failed my econs supp paper, because I didn't write anything for the last 8 mark part of the question. So sad, but I completely expected it right. There's not much point getting something that I didn't work hard for. Chemistry is a confirmed fail, so SSP here I come. By the way, people who think that you don't need to go for SSP just because you passed ONE supp paper, I don't know but Ms Wong told me as long as you fail something, you gotta go.

I'm not bummed about having SSP itself. But, IT MIGHT COINCIDE WITH MY TRAINING. OMG. ): I really really really want to train! I want to win something. If I'm lucky I might actually get Mon & Fri, but I doubt it. Hopefully chem & econs won't be on Tues & Thurs, please don't let it be Tuesday and Thursday! Now it's like even the image of bowling is tarnished, because how can a vice-captain not go for training because of SSP. But well oh well. ): ): Sorry exco I'll have to bother you guys to do more work!

Today I was bowling with a black face because I still couldn't really get my game back. Since November. Really upset with myself. Then I was like releasing my frustration on my lane-mates. Felt really bad after training ended. ): Sigh, I wish I could contain my emotions better! New year resolution.

Okay I wasn't supposed to spend so much time blogging. It's 10.03pm and I need to bathe, then do my homework. Tata!

XOXO