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Monday, February 11, 2008 ' 9:05 PM

I'VE GOT THE JOY :D

Hellooooooo!

Today is Shawn's birthday, so
HAPPY 18TH SHAWN! :D
Although I think he'll never read this, I still want to say, Shawn, now that you're a year older, please be more mature and STOP BULLYING ME ): Hahaha.

But, Joanna & Joleen leaves for Trinity today! ): ): ): ): ): ):

I didn't go send them off, because my parents didn't allow me to. I'm really sorry girls, but I really wanted to go ): I wish both of you all the best, and I'll miss you sooo soooo much! D:

Today, this song tucked away in the crevices of my forehead suddenly found its way out and popped into my mind! We used to sing this song in my primary school all the time! :D XIURU, SARAH DO YOU GUYS REMEMBER!! Oh my, those were such carefree times. Remembering all the songs we sang, gives me a mixed rush of emotions everytime I think of them. I feel happiness from all the wonderful memories of our small and very homely school, I feel sadness knowing I can never find the same feeling back again. The dull ache of nostalgia brings my world to a pit-stop, then all at once I fall back to the dark world of reality. ):

You know nowadays during chapel, I made this subconcious pact with myself that I'm not going to sing the songs unless they are songs we sang in IJ? It's a feeble attempt to make myself loyal to IJ, somewhat. Okay feeble doesn't seem right here. But, I don't know. Don't think I can bring out how I feel using words. Sadly, we hear almost the same songs every week during chapel -_- Sigh, I would love to go back to primary school to sing hymns with the children, just like old times.

I've got the joy joy joy joy down in my heart (:

Thank God, 1 2 3 4 5 6 back gone away shush mask cleared-

XOXO