i love you , boy

Monday, April 07, 2008 ' 10:43 PM

Get away

Listening to: Some Trust by The Fray

J2s sat in the middle of the hall again today, I don't know why. But anyway I really miss sitting there!!! Sitting by the side is quite sucky because you can see all the cliques in class totally taking one row each (or 2 rows each for mine). And besides, I get pissy when the pillar is right smack blocking my view of the visualizer screen.

It's only the first day of the week, yet I feel so tired already. I have to finish 2 questions of the carboxylic acids tutorial, superposition tutorial and do 2 questions on macroeconomy all by tomorrow. Oops I haven't included my chemistry weekend assignment, which I mostly left lots of blanks all over the place since I don't really know how to do them.

SSP today was not that bad. I got to listen to my iPod, and I slept for the last 30 minutes. But maybe that's only because the teacher on duty today was some young lady whom I have never seen before in my life. She didn't go around checking on us. Mabel & I sat in the cubicles facing the stairs so like she can't see us from her seat! Hehheh. Marvyn Hoi was sleeping on the table with his head on the table, arms crossed and he never got caught! What a slacker. Haha.

I simply cannot wait for weekends to come. Sigh, I wonder if anyone at all can understand how I feel. The feeling of being let down again and again and again and again and I sit down in silence while people just expect you to smile and say you're okay when you're not. Sorry I am babbling illogically again.

Swear to God I'm going to get it right, stay down tied, till I get my fill
Take it all but it's falling through, done it before
So maybe a little bit more will make it easier, to get on through the door

XOXO