Friday, April 03, 2009 ' 1:21 AM
#762
Listening to: The Only Way I Know How To Feel by Boys Like Girls
Before you let me fall
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cause everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong
To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret
From all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These sewn up scars will never heal
But I put down a deal
Cause that's only way that I know how to feel
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cause everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong
Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cause I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cause that's the only way that I know how to feel
Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong
To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret
From all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These sewn up scars will never heal
But I put down a deal
Cause that's only way that I know how to feel
Someone told me once, that not knowing certain things will be better for you. Every single day, I understand that logic more, and more. When I first heard it, I was so skeptical toward that idea, because I just didn't believe that ignorance could be bliss. Touching on another point which a friend brought up, don't you feel somewhat awkward when you find out things about your friend, say Friend A from Friend B, where A is supposedly closer to you? You face this moment where you go "oh, I had no idea". I guess it works both ways, but on certain days, things just seem to crash down all around. You thought you mattered, but maybe you're worth so much lesser than that.
Thank goodness for you, Cheong!
XOXO
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